After the separation Killua/Gon

Not to help

Gon watched as Killua woke up. His hair covered his eyes, but as always, his hair was very disheveled. Killua looked really tired at that moment, one could say. But Gon could only think of one thing.

Gon: "Killua, please, please, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it, it happened so fast and—" Gon wanted to continue but he looked at Killua, who was staring at him with an angry face that made Gon stop breathing. In that moment, Gon didn't even see Killua's pupils; his eyes were completely black. Normally, they were always a beautiful blue, or when he was sad or angry, a light blue across the whole eye. Gon had never really seen Killua this angry and sad. He had never even seen him cry, which only showed that Gon didn't know Killua's true faces at all. For Gon, this face was something new and scary. He didn't dare say anything, move, or even blink at that moment. Everyone in the room felt the same way.

"Stop it. You always do and say these things, and you still think I'll react the same way as always, don't you?" Killua said quietly, but still audibly. He made fists with his hands while lying in bed. Suddenly, even the monitoring screens started flickering; one screen even broke, followed by a second one. A small tube attached to Killua from the beginning to check his blood and body was there. They already knew something was wrong, but this was unexpected.

Gon dared to speak a second time. "K-Killua, please, I just want—I mean, I know, but please, just tell me how I can make it right, please," Gon pleaded, but it was a mistake.

Killua: "YOU SEE? YOU'RE DOING IT AGAIN, AND YOU EXPECT ME TO HELP YOU LIKE ALWAYS!" Killua shouted a bit louder at that moment. Gon could see how strong his aura was, making it hard to breathe. All the screens, including the PC, now broke. Killua ripped the tube out of his hand; a PC screen started displaying errors repeatedly. Killua used his electricity that shot out from his hand, shattering the screen into pieces, almost hitting one of the doctors.

"KILLUA, PLEASE CALM DOWN, WE CAN TALK ABOUT THIS, REALLY," Gon said, pleading, but Killua didn't listen. Gon ran after Killua, who was leaving. He kept running after him. "KILLUA, HONESTLY, I'M STARTING TO NOT UNDERSTAND YOUR DAMN PROBLEM. I'M JUST TRYING TO HELP YOU, BUT YOU'RE ACTING LIKE A REAL JERK, I MEAN IT!" Gon shouted angrily at Killua. Killua turned to him and looked at his face.

"HELP?" asked Killua in shock, as if it were a joke. "HELP, DAMN IT, WHERE DO YOU WANT TO HELP ME, AND NOW I'M THE ONE TO BLAME, ISN'T THAT RIGHT?!!!" he shouted.

Gon: "I NEVER SAID THAT YOU ARE TO BLAME FOR ANYTHING, BUT I THINK YOU'RE REALLY OVERREACTING. I'M WORRIED ABOUT YOU, I HAVE BEEN ALL THIS TIME!!"

Killua: "WHAT WORRY DO YOU MEAN? THE WORRY WHEN YOU YELLED AT ME WHEN I WANTED TO HELP YOU AND THEN YOU DIDN'T EVEN LOOK BACK, IS THAT THE WORRY YOU MEAN?"

Gon: "THAT WASN'T MY INTENTION. YOU KNOW WHAT? I'M REALLY DONE WITH THIS STRESS. I DON'T WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND ANYMORE I MEAN, YOU'RE OKAY. YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE SAD OR ANGRY ANYMORE. YOU'RE OKAY AND I KNOW YOU HAVE NO REASON TO BE SAD OR ANGRY AND YOU'RE NOT UNDER THAT MUCH STRESS RIGHT NOW. THAT'S IT. WE'RE DONE. IT'S OVER. I'M NOT HELPING YOU ANYMORE, AND YOU'RE NOT HELPING ME ANYMORE. THAT'S IT!!!" Gon shouted and went into another room.

Killua: "FINE, OKAY, THAT'S IT. IF YOU DON'T WANT TO BE MY FRIEND ANYMORE, THEN SO BE IT!!!!!" Killua shouted and walked away, looking angrily at the ground. His emotions were no longer even recognizable.

That was it; the friendship between the two was over. But who is to blame, Killua or Gon?

(As angry as it was written, don't take it too seriously. Think of it more as a fight between the two, where neither accepts that they are at fault, but believe the other one is.)