Vapor || Blake Yumi

Yes, I like him || 29

Waking up wasn't such a struggle and I was confused by this until I remembered the promise I made to myself last night. My brother. A giant smile curled on my face and I grabbed my phone from the night stand seated next to my bed and unlocked it. Without a second thought I found his contact in my phone and quickly began calling him. It rang for a couple seconds before silence. He didnt answer.

I frowned before going to call him again. It rang a couple more times again and just as I was accepting he wasn't going to answer he picked up.

"Hello?"

My heart pounded loudly in my chest suddenly feeling nervous.

"Kaden? Hi!" I exclaimed excitedly, just hearing his voice was enough to chase away any negative emotions I might've been feeling in that moment.

"This better be an emergency (Y/n), it's 5 in the morning."

What? I quickly looked at the time stated in the top right corner of my phone screen and gasped. It was 5 in the morning. Why did I wake up so early? I immediately went to apologize for waking him up but he brushed it off with a laugh saying he was only teasing before asking me why I had called. "I just wanted to talk to you, I haven't heard from you in forever."

And from there we talked and talked for what felt like hours. We caught up with one another, sharing any news that we knew the other would appreciate knowing. His girlfriend is treating him nicely and we planned a time for when I could meet her. I told him all about the move in process and the time with that one fan who called me names. He apologized profusely but I waved it off saying I didn't care about it anymore which couldn't be farther from the truth. Ever since then I've been in multiple vlogs and videos with the guys and have been receiving much hate just for the sole reason of being a girl. It hasn't been the best seeing so much hate comments dissing my clothes, looks, personality, etc... but I try and ignore it the best I can and Kaden doesn't need to know any of that.

"I've actually been having a stressful week.." I trailed off, finally gaining the confidence to confined in my brother.

"Yeah? What's been bothering you?"

I bit my lip. Should I tell him? He's just like Nick, super overprotective. What if he shares the same brain and forbids me of talking to Blake again.. actually maybe that would be a good thing. Then I won't have to worry about his stupid cute face again.

"I.. like someone.. and they're completely oblivious like they have no clue. Well wait scratch that, they do have an idea kind of..." I furrowed my brows unsure of how to continue, Kaden is probably so confused right now.

"We like each other or so I thought. We confessed our feelings and even kissed twice but that was when he was crossfaded as fuck and he doesn't remember any of it happening. And before that he would show some interest but again, only when he was smoking."

Kaden was silent as he processed what I had just revealed to him. Sure I had crushes here and there in high school but I was too socially awkward to do anything about them so Kaden saw no need to interfere. When he found out I liked Blake years ago he was a bit reserved and against the idea originally but he soon realized it was just a small little crush and switched to teasing me about it. Now that we lived in the same house and actually had done something he probably wouldn't respond to kindly if he found out I liked Blake again.

"Wh-"

"Oh and did I mention I saw him talking up some blond bitch yesterday. Being all touchy and laughing like she was the funniest person to ever step on earth."

My interruption caused Kaden to pause as he thought over the new piece of information I just told him. "Who?" He reiterated, his voice steely as if he was on the verge of yelling. His question caused me to freeze up as I debated on telling him. On one hand he is my brother and I told him (almost) everything. On the other hand, he is just as over protective as Nick and would hate Blake's guts and more than likely force me to leave the house, especially now when it sounded like he wanted to beat him up without even knowing who it was. "I can't tell you Kaden. Not right now."