Suicide Sisters

14

JA'KIYA

"Zeddie"

Sighing he looked up from his seated position on the floor in front of me. I wouldn't let him seat beside me on the couch since he's been too touchy so that's where he chose to sit.

Up until now he was playing some kind of zombie shooter game.

"You're phone is ringing"

"Answa"

"K, I'll send myself five bands too I guess"

"Mhm" he nods shrugging his shoulders

Answering the call I placed it on speaker close to him.

"Yo Z, I need..." the moment I heard a male voice I didn't recognize I tuned out of the conversation.

Zed took the phone leaving the room glancing at me with a mug.

What the hell did I do?

"Cmon Phat"

Damnit me too?

His house is so pretty I wish he had a puppy. He gives off John wick energy, the puppy would seal the deal.

I absentmindedly walked through the house to find him at the front door glaring at the floor.

"What's wrong?"

"What part of antisocial personality disorder don't you understand?" he snaps without looking at me

My heart dropped.

Struggling to respond I cleared my throat, passing through the threshold taking in the fresh air.

Quickly walking away to his blacked out suv I reminded myself not to take it to heart.

It's okay

Zed took his time walking down the driveway, holding the keys but not pressing it to unlock the doors.

Deep breaths

Instead of going to the drivers side, he comes over to me then pressed unlock on the keyfob.

"I apologize, I was tryna say I don't like being around people. I'm only at Aziel's house to see you or for business. I got you here I don't want to be no where else."

"I'm supposed to be working on my social anxiety, how am I going to do that of we're in the house?"

His eyes rolled closed as he took a deep breath.

Reaching forward he opened the door for me before making eye contact.

"Come on"

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We're at one of Aziel's warehouse, the clean one that he sold car parts out of. And since we're been here Zed's smoked four blunts and is currently working on his fifth.

Everyone's sitting in one area and Zeds off to the side watching me from a distance.

I've always noticed how distant he was whenever I came over to Leilani's house and now I see it's more to it. He's smoked more here than he has during the three days he held me hostage at his house.

"Bye guys" I waved at them meeting Zed at the door

"You good?"

"Yes, with your disorder is it most aggressive and hostility?"

"Figure it out" he held amusement in his voice as he spoke to me with a smile, resting his hand at the small of my back. "I know you don't wanna go in the house right now...wanna see a movie?"