It will always be you and I.

Chapter 46

Eileen's POV

"Thank you Micah." I tell him for the fifth time as I eat on my icecream.

"I got you baby." He kisses my cheek then continues to rub my belly. "We have to have a serious talk baby."

"I know. Just let me finish my ice cream right now." I scoop more of the icy craving and eat it happily.

"You crazy for eating ice cream at 2 am." He chuckles making me roll my eyes.

After getting tired of the ice cream, we start to talk and I know we needed to talk.

"I'm sorry for what I did baby. I know it was fucked up and there's no excuse for it. I should have known better and I own that shit. It was my fault." He holds my hands as we sit on the bed.  "I've tried to work on myself . I know I'm not perfect, I'm far from perfect but I want to try and make this work again. I want us to get married baby. We're passed being engaged, I want to make you Mrs.Chan in everyone's presence. Fuck all that baby steps shit."
He says making me blush and fall harder for him.

"Micah..." I trail off not knowing what to say.

"If you're not up for it, I understand baby, we can take all the time you need."

"No. I mean, first off, I forgive you. I'm not saying that what you did was right. I should have told you earlier. I know how much you wanted a baby and it was wrong for me not to tell you."

"It's not your fault baby." He pulls me closer to him.

"I know but I led to you reacting like that." I lean into his touch. "I want to get married too. I'm ready to start our little family. And a kitten."

"You want a kitten?" He chuckles making me smile.

"Yeah I want a rag doll."

"Those are the lazy ones?"

"Yup, those ones." I nod my head and he smiles. "And I don't have a ring." I hold my hand out and show it to him.

"That's not going to be a problem. Give me a minute." He says while getting off the bed and walking to the bathroom. He returns with a red velvet ring box and kneels at the edge of the bed on one knee.

"I know I can be an asshole most times but I promise to be a better husband to you and a good dad to little man and our future children. Baby, will you marry me?" He asks and I find myself crying because I didn't expect it right now. "Don't cry baby."

"I know, I just didn't expect it at the moment and yes, I'll marry you Micah." I extend my hand and he puts the diamond on it.  "We're getting married." I whisper to myself and Micah joins me on the bed again.

I pull him into a hug and I hear him sniffle and I know he's crying making me cry even harder. "I love you so much baby. More than you know it. My life belongs to you." He says as he pulls away and looks at me.

"I love you too Micah." I kiss his lips and he pulls me closer making me straddle him.

"You make a nigga weak and shit but I love it." He says while rubbing my stomach.

"I know you do. I love seeing this side of you, the vulnerable side of you." I run my hands through his curls and he chuckles.

"We should get some sleep, it's been a long day and you and little man need to rest."