My Diary

Questions that you'll get to know more about ME!

Part One set of Pinterest Questions

1. What is a moment in your life that you feel truly proud of?

The moment in my life when you felt truly proud of myself was when I was a Mother again to my second chance second black cat named Piper my son. I will never forgive myself for what I did to my beautiful Priscilla. 

2. How do you define true friendship?

I would want someone who is funny, true, loyal, outgoing, remarkable, witty, sarcastic, someone who understands me for who you are, understandable terms, reliable. Respect each other's boundaries. 

3. What is something that you always wanted to do but never had the chance to? 

I would love to travel to Kazakhstan, but I don't think I want to see my Mother Lulkina when I know where I was born but I don't want any part of her in my life. She said in her statement that she will not search for me or reach out. 

4. How does your upbringing influence your views and values?

I'm not exactly sure what this question is exactly saying but I guess equal rights. I learned how it can tear people apart or get them mad for equality. 

5. What is a belief that you hold but others may not agree with you on?

I believe that everyone should be true to themselves when some don't want to be truthful with others. 

6. How do you handle stress and pressure in your life?

I would go for walks, breathe in and out. 

7. What is your biggest dream and what steps do you need to achieve it?

I always wanted to get my own place and get a phone. I would have to get services from the Government to get funds or income. 

8. What qualities do you approach in others?

I am trying to get myself together to be strong enough.

9. How do you approach with making difficult decisions?

I panic and then regret it after

10. What was the most meaningful gift that someone has ever gotten you and why?

I gotta say my bowling ball because when I go bowling, I have my own 

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Part Two set of questions: 

1. What is one secret you've wanted to ask me, but never asked?

I'll say that I once killed a frog when I was younger. I was stupid and wasn't thinking. CPS came.  

2. If you could fix one world problem, what would it be?

I would want me to fix the economy system because people aren't getting a fair amount of pay in workplaces. 

3. If you could have chosen your name, what would it be?

I would choose Vita Rito (sounds cool),

4. What is something that you have regretted?

I have regretted stealing money from my teacher's desk in Middle school and I regret Catfishing someone from Australia that was wrong of me. I've caused a lot of problems with him. 

5. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?

Who knows. I might be working at a school with second graders

6. What are some things that you were never taught but had to learn it the hard way?

Sex ed in health class, to be independent of money. Travel independently. 

7. How important do you think it is to do well in school?

F you want to get a great job, then you better do fucking good. It's ok if you need to take extra years. 

8. What made me start doubting myself? 

Ever since I got in trouble with Mom

9. What emotion do I try and avoid? What makes me afraid to feel it? What can I do, if I feel it again? 

Maybe happy? Maybe openly. I just get judged by it. I want to be private and not so much public. 

10. Who hurt me the most and can I ever forgive them? If so, how?

My family mostly with their verbal abuse and abuse. But I'll stuck with them. I'm not like my younger brother who left and tore our lives 

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Set three Questions: Friendships

1. What's the most important thing you look for in a friend?

This can go so many ways. But someone who is willing to give themselves to share whenever they feel the need that they're ready to share with you. 

2. Have you've ever lied to me about something really important but has kept from me? 

Hmmmmm, I don't think I have, but maybe talking to other people, to one of my friends. I just don't know what to do apparently, my friend has been going around telling people that I don't care which I absolutely care.  I do care I just have boundaries.

3. What is your biggest insecurities?

Getting shamed, embarrassed, getting easily frustrated 

4. Is there anything about me that really annoys the fuck out of you if so, what exactly is it?

When someone disappears within days, lying, avoid conversations. 

5. How long does it take for someone to trust you again?

Hmmm, it could take months depends on how much that person really hurt you or you hurt them. 

6. Do you have any (secret) feelings of bigotry to any group of people?

I'm not exactly sure what this question is asking but I don't want to have any feelings for someone that is in my friend group.