My Diary

Past Online People

Hey, everyone, so, today I thought I would explain a little bit of few online people that I met or have met me and what I went through.

As you guys know a little bit of someone named Nate. The "23-year-old but really he was 27 when he seeked me out" Australian. When I was 21. Here's how we met:

I put my intro into a Discord Adults Server and within minutes I get a friend request from a unique username that goes by fault very interesting right? But as it seemed. I accepted it and he says "hey u seem chill" on November 21st, 2023. Yet, I was using my TV Chromecast remote. It was difficult to type when the back space would repeat your words. For example: "Wouldwouldwould" it frustrated me Nate here never blocked me but gave me a chance. I still appreciate but why? Why would someone like him want to have patience with someone who is going through a difficult time....

He was extremely flirty. But here is the best part. I was in a relationship with someone, but I couldn't just blurt out "I'm in an relationship can you please stop flirting with me" I couldn't go through another block and run people away. So, I kept that until the 25th came. My boyfriend broke up with me that day. Nate was comforting me, but it felt safe. 

Anyway, days past still feeling aching. I asked Nate questions about him. Just said his interests, hobbies and likes but never said anything about family or the real truth. I try again but music related and he immediately knew that song my favorite at the time. That was our first bond. Music. 

It's December and he randomly disappears for 10 days. I get worried about what If I did something or said something but when he finally got back he said that he went to a concert. But here's the thing: He told me about his Nervous System frequently attacks in January and his name....his 23 too.