My Diary

Another moment that is coming up.

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(This is all on Discord)

Here we go again another, but this guy scares me: (This is all on Discord) ⬇️

Philosophers Curse — Today at 8:59 PM

Hmm? Hello

@Magic want to ask you something

Why do you get on discord?

Magic — Today at 9:03 PM

Why are you asking that? I'm trying to make friends and meet new people. Sometimes I don't get along with

Philosophers Curse — Today at 9:07 PM

Im just curious, I see you popping up in my dms every now and then even tho we hardly interact, I asked because everyone has a reason for going to discord tho the most generic is I'm looking for friends and meeting new people see I'm not here on discord for that

Magic — Today at 9:07 PM

Please don't start a fight

Philosophers Curse — Today at 9:07 PM

Why?

Magic — Today at 9:07 PM

I can feel it

Philosophers Curse — Today at 9:08 PM

Ur wrong about me.

Magic — Today at 9:08 PM

I don't want to disturb you

Philosophers Curse — Today at 9:08 PM

I don't purposely start fights well 90 percent of the time fights just find me

Philosophers Curse — Today at 9:09 PM

If that was the case then why do you even dm me? I hardly get dms from anyone for no specific reason

Magic — Today at 9:11 PM

I can't deal with harsh battle right now as my Mom literally threw a scissors at me yesterday. I'm sorry that I don't talk. But this is actually showing me that I have the courage to not message anyone constantly. It's showing control in me. Ever since the battle with Nate and what his friend did

Philosophers Curse — Today at 9:20 PM

I don't know who tf nate is, I honestly am not gonna delve into your own familal issues ad it's yours, and I didn't start conversation with you u started with me I'm just curious why you always seem to pop up randomly nothing more or less. You do you. I don't want you to get the wrong idea and think I give enough of a shit, but I also don't want you to think I'm purposely being a dick too you as I've got nothing against you I'm just more or less curious why you keep coming back to my dms, or why you get on discord?

Because I get on discord in all honesty to escape my crippling insecurities resulting from loneliness, my own toxic personality and about 90 other self hating involved issues I could solve myself, but refuse to do because of my own cowardice I'm not here to make friends or to meet new people or some bs excuse I'm here to supply a life need that hasn't been supplied irl and to vent and dump my own insecurities into a place where i know no one gives a fuck about me or my problems just as I don't about theirs

So I ask again why do you get on discord? What are you searching for that you can't find irl? 

We've been friends since November 21st, 2023, that's the day he messaged me.