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I'm seriously done

Just hate it when I'm joining a party and those idiots literally made fun of me. Because I sounded 10. I don't know why I don't have a mature voice. I don't know why I am easily manipulated. This was why I don't wanna meet new people in posts anymore. 

Here's my vent:

1: I'm really upset that I don't have any control over my life

2: My Mom won't buy me a phone (I haven't had one since October 22 2019) when I absolutely need one when I'm doing the Middle school aide drama club rehearsal job or getting any job. Instead of everyone has to reach out to my Mom, yes I have an IQ of 64 but have a Learning disability called Impairment, Cognitive Intellectual Disability where I need anything broken down, clarified, simplify, into smaller pieces for me to get the concept of the understanding

3: I have to pay my coach for the Summer camp looking in on me, Basketball practice, Bowling, Golf and now Pickleball. I literally have in my direct deposit: $200 25 dollars and 81 cents. When I am trying to earn myself a phone like a Samsung or Galaxy. I can't afford an IPhone. I tried to leave on January 10th by calling the cops and they guy was like: "well, explain how she's holding you against your will?" Yes, I'm 22 and apparently my kind "people who have learning disabilities" apparently don't get heard. 

4: I'm trying to figure out a schedule to work down the road at the Y program alone. Nobody's helping me. I'm taking initiative of myself. 

I need your kind thoughts. 

I met this Australian on Discord on November 21st 2023 (but would've been 22nd for him when he messaged me and sent a friend request to me) 

Anyway I tell him about myself and my age I was 21 when we met but the sick fuck told me on November 30th 2024 that he's 23 

Until recently he tells me that he is 28 born in 1996 when I'm 22 now. Who in their right minds thinks that's "it doesn't matter" is OK?? because it doesn't especially if you meet someone. 

for two years!!!! He lied to me. He's friends with a 17 year old on Xbox. 

He's delusional 

How do you lie about your age for 2 years??? Who does that???

I just can't even anymore 🙄. My friend is dating this piece of garbage who controls her every move, has her waking up at a certain time in the morning, he is the reason she has a nicotine addiction, the guy literally vapes after vape after vape like it's some kind of talent show but except for vapers. And in a year or so she says she will be moving with him in an apartment

This man isn't a green flag...He is a RED FLAG!!!!!! She is always protecting him like he's a little baby, he always gets his way with her. And he's nonstop coughing because of course the vapes. If I say something negative about him to her, she'll get all defensive about it. He forces her to do stuff that she hasn't done before. Honestly this is her worst boyfriend yet, 

I'm really hoping and praying that they breakup so my friend can be normal again, honestly all she does is yap about him. He is ALWAYS in her room hanging out, there isn't a day when he is not there. She can't even have Snapchat because of him! Poor wittle babi doesn't have Snapchat so that means the wittle babi's girlfriend has to live the same lifestyle as he does, pisses me off so much. 

I honestly cannot stand men like this. Not all men are bad, but most of them are... like him. And they have to be on FaceTime CONSTANTLY day and night.  When he's busy doing something, she has no idea what to do with herself, and the fact that she can't have Snapchat because of him.... Really irritates me. I'm tired of hearing his name constantly, I'm never naming my future pet that name because hell no — feeling pissed off.

gopter — Today at 11:09 PM

Special olympics? can u drool on me like a retard

I'd ignore her. You will meet all types during your lifetime and if someone takes your energy without giving to you in return or brings no value to your life, they aren't worthy of your time

The fuck is wrong with you when you seriously could have replied back to me but.......you didn't. This isn't normal behavior from someone that cares so much about you. You just keep lying to me. You just want empathy from people. That's a Zane move right there. You wonder why I catfish you. 12 days seriously? New record jackass

His friends probably felt concerned that it was too intense hanging out with you everyday and you would become codependent,

Which sounds to me is the case . He needs time with friends and family also and you have to respect his boundaries

My friend is friends with a 17-year-old 😖

Friendships between people of different ages can be healthy and meaningful as long as they are based on mutual respect, shared interests, and appropriate boundaries. However, when there is a significant age difference, especially between a 24-year-old adult and a 17-year-old who is still legally a minor in many places, it's important to be mindful of the potential for power imbalances and societal concerns.

Some things to consider:

Intentions and Boundaries: The nature of the friendship is key. Is it platonic, supportive, and built on mutual respect? Clear boundaries should be set to avoid any inappropriate dynamics.

Legal and Cultural Factors: Depending on where you live, the law may view relationships (even platonic ones) between adults and minors differently. While it might be legal to be friends, any romantic or inappropriate behavior could lead to legal issues.

Perception and Safety: Even if the friendship is innocent, others might misinterpret the relationship, which could lead to social challenges or misunderstandings.

In short, a friendship can be fine as long as it's respectful, with boundaries in place, and both parties understand the potential risks involved.