Jennie's POV
"Let's go love?" Lisa suddenly appeared from where we were. I turned around to look at her. She's much calmer now but still has the seriousness in her.
We bid our goodbye to everyone and went inside the car to go home. The car ride was awkwardly silent.
This Alice and Lisa's family situation got me all thinking. This makes me so anxious. Their interactions earlier this morning, they argue like very affectionate partners. I'll be hypocritical if I say that I wasn't jealous. It got even worse when her family kept feeding me about how close the two are and they thought that they're together. And it won't be impossible that they will develop feelings for each other as they are always together for work. Her family even thinks the worst of me. I feel so low in front of them. Lisa never fails to reassure and protect me. I just can't help it.
What ifs are flooding my mind right now.
What if Lisa fell for Alice?
What if her family decided to marry Lisa to Alice?
What if her family doesn't really want me?
What if Lisa gets tired of waiting?
Or
What if she falls out of love with me because of all those reasons?
What should I do?
I really do love her but I don't even have a right to feel this way. Well, who am I? I am just someone with mutual feelings for her. We're not officially together, my fault I know.
Is it the time yet to make it official?
Am I ready?
Lisa and our friends' plan worked out with great positivity from the public. And it will surely help us with our relationship. We don't need to hide much from the public. This is kind of like a solid alibi for us.
With all the assurance that Lisa is giving me, all the care and all the affection. I can say that there's nothing I should be afraid of if we were to take the next level of our relationship. And honestly, what we have right now or how we act right now is like that we're already together. People who are close to us always get surprised whenever we tell them that we are yet to be official and they will also tell us that we should just put a label on it already because there won't be much change to it.
Won't there be really no changes? But whatever it is, I think I am ready now.
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Home to you (JENLISA)
Fanfiction"There is nothing like feeling home than being with you." No distance will lessen how we feel, the more steps we take farther away from each other the more our feelings grow more. You are home. Home is wherever you are. Home is when I'm with you. I...
