Home to you (JENLISA)

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Jennie’s POV

So we are currently watching a movie and I feel Lisa being restless. She’s fidgeting and moving unconsciously, a habit of hers when she has something she needs to tell but is too nervous to do so. I was waiting for her to open up on her own. But we’re already halfway through the movie when she keeps sighing heavily. I am kinda getting worried, how serious is this to make her this restless. Since I can’t ignore it anymore, I already asked her.

“Lovey, are you okay? Is something bothering you?” I asked

“Yes I’m okay lovey, this is nothing. Let’s just focus on the movie.” Lisa said and tried to focus on the movie but totally couldn't.

“Forget about the movie. And Lisa what even happens to communicate everything?” I said with a little higher tone.

She sighed heavily and said. “Sorry lovey, is just that I do have something to discuss with you but I don’t know where to start.” She sat up, held my hand and looked at me worriedly. “I actually have two things to discuss. The first one is I really do have to discuss it with you whether I like it or not. The other one is, I don't know if I should really tell you, but it was just a random thought of mine.” 

“You can tell me everything lovey come on. Let’s start with the first one okay? I will listen to you.” Jennie smiled and tapped my hand while waiting for me to start.

“Okay.” He sighed again. “Firstly, lovey please don’t get mad. I didn’t know about this since they decided about this when I was in the UK, I was only informed when the contract was signed and I can’t even protest anymore. The boys accepted an offer to sing at the Victoria Secret Event. You know how it is and I am more likely going to serenade them and I have to interact with them.” I would be lying if I tell you this won’t worry me. There are a lot of pretty and sexy models there. What if Lisa realized I am nothing compared to those models?  But I still kept my cool so she could continue everything she needed to say. 

“And the other one?” I asked.

“Maybe let’s skip this one? This is nothing important really.” Lisa hesitated.

“No, no, tell me. I wanted to know what’s bothering you.” I insisted.

“Well, I have this friend who is  a jeweler . He toured me around his shop and I got curious. You know me when I get curious right?” I nodded. “So I asked him to teach me how to make jewelry. And I actually have been practicing and making a few. While making a ring, a thought came to me, like what if… what if…” She’s hesitant to continue “Maybe I should stop.” and she lowered her head.

I held both of her cheeks making her face me and looked at me again and assured her that it’s okay and that I will be listening. I kind of have an idea on what she will say but I wanted her to tell me. “It’s okay lovey you can tell me everything.” I brushed my thumb on one of her cheeks.

She sighed and looked at me still worried. “Well a thought came  through me when making that ring. Jennie I wanted to propose to you but I don’t want you to get pressured. Please always know that I am always willing to wait for you. I just kind of want to propose to you, if you will allow me to propose to you multiple times. You can just simply say yes or yes but not yet.” 

“There isn't a “No” option I see.” I chuckled and teased her. “But wait? multiple times? Why?” I’m curious

Lisa shyly scratched the back of her neck, looked away a little and pouted. “I kind of made a lot of rings? Whenever I think of you and us in the future I am inspired to make new ones. So yeah, I realized late that I made quite a few already.” She grinned. 

“But I don’t want you to feel like I am just casually proposing to you just because I have lots of rings with me. All of them are made because I thought of you and I will make every proposal special because that's how you are to me.” She added with her pleading eyes.

Such a cutie! This whipped human. Geez! I showed her my gummy smile. I snaked my arms on her nape and kissed her passionately. We are so overwhelmed with all our feelings. Lisa held my waist and pulled me closer, as I lowered my hands on her chest and started unbuttoning his shirt. I stopped kissing her when I got to touch the pendant of the necklace she’s been wearing. It is very unusual for her to wear jewelry, so it got my curiosity especially that the pendant felt like a ring. I looked into her curiously, Lisa gazing at me lovingly with a shy smile on her lips. 

“Jennie, you are the most beautiful thing that ever happened to me since then, and we’ve been through a lot already. Would you like to take more journeys with me?” I felt a tear fall on my face. How could Lisa make this simple proposal so beautiful and special without all decorations and any extravagant shits. Her sincerity gives it all, and who am I to say no to this wonderful person? 

I kissed her as I nodded and said my yes to her. We made love all afternoon. We slept for a bit and set ourselves for a night stroll at the night market later.