Sun × Reader He's Suicidal

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⚠️Warning: Mention of suicide if the title wasn't obvious lol

So this is based off of a weird dream I had, where Me, Solar, Bloodmoon, Eclipse and Moon were doing this race thing, and Sun didn't want to do it so Moon said "if you do it you can finally commit suicide"
And I was like: "Moon how dare you!!"
And then me and him both ran to Sun, but I reached him first.
So yeah! This is an extended version of that. Don't ask why my dreams are so lore filled because I don't know 😅 They all connect somehow.

Me, Eclipse, Moon, Lunar, Bloodmoon and Solar were outside. Moon and Eclipse were arguing over some project ideas.
"Alright let's settle this." Moon said.
Eclipse nodded. "A race. Bloodmoon, Y/N, you're on my team."
"Lunar, Solar, you're on mine."

Sun watched from the door of the house. It was something to do, to distract him from his depression. After everything that has happened, he had become very suicidal.

"Hey Sun! Come on! I need you on my team." Moon said.
"Yeah Sun come on!" Eclipse said.
Sun shook his head.
"Come on Sun! If you do it you can finally commit suicide!" Moon said in a teasing voice, but it didn't really come out as a tease.
I shot my head to look at Moon. "Moon what the hell?! Why would you say something like that?! You know how he is!"
Sun looked like he was contemplating, and I ran to him at the speed of light.
I clung onto him. "Don't do it Sun, please don't do it!! He was joking!! Don't listen to him! Please!! I love you!!!!"
Sun put his arms around me as I suddenly started crying. He always had this defeated look now. Like he had already given up but was still holding on.
"But Sunshine...-" He said, as if he actually wanted to do the stupid race thing so he could finally be free.
"No. I won't allow it. The stupid race is over. Let's go inside."
Me and Sun went inside the house.

Moon looked down. He felt really bad. He had let his competitive side take over, and he messed up real bad.
"I should go apologize." He said, looking at the others. Then he started walking towards the house.

A few days later

Sun had been avoiding everyone.
I went to his room to check on him since I was worried.
I opened the door. "Sun?" I froze in horror. He had (oil) tears streaming down his face and was wincing in excruciating pain as he tour at his wires. He was actually trying..
"SUN!!" I lunged forward and grabbed his wrists.
"STOP!! PLEASE STOP!!!" I started crying out of panic.
He looked really guilty as he lowered his hands, tears still going down his face. "I... I'm sorry... I... I just... don't want to be here anymore-" he sank to the ground weakly, his hands went limp in my grasp.
I sat down in front of him. "Please Sun... I love you... hang on... I need you..." I put my hands on his face, and then moved to hug him.
He hugged back and started sobbing. "I love you too Sunshine... So much..."
We clung to each other.

1 month later

There was a thunderstorm outside.
Me and Moon were having one of our friendly arguments when Sun walked by.
"I'm gonna go down stairs." He said, and went down stairs.
I had a bad feeling so I silently followed.
I watched as he opened the door and stepped out. It's raining and he's not water proof.
I bolted down the stairs and out the door.
"Sun what are you doing?" I asked, trying to stay calm.
"What do you mean? I'm water proof." He tried to give me a weak smile.
"No you're not Sun don't lie to me." Just then he started sparking. "Sun!" I reached out to try and grab him.
He tried to dodge but was too slow and I grabbed him. I yanked him back under the porch. I was trembling as the sparking started to stop.
"We need to dry you." I tried to walk but I was too shaky.
"Sunshine I'm sorry-"
"Don't apologize Sun. It's not your fault." I took a deep breath and then led him inside.
As I was drying him off, Moon came down stairs, clearly worried.
Everyone was silent as I finished drying him.
I had Moon see if he was ok, and thankfully he was.
"We're going to get you help Sun I promise." I said.
"Yeah... I'll get on that right now." Moon said.
"Thank you guys. I'll try harder." Sun said, giving a faint smile.
We would get him help and everything would be ok.

I hope you liked it!
Byeeeeeeeee!!

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