note - i meant what i said when i said yous are never going to forgive me, for my sake i hope none of you will find me. TW - DEATH, HIDING OF EVIDENCE, MENTION OF HARASSMENT AND SEXUAL ABUSE, MENTION OF CHILD ABUSE AND TRAUMA.
okay you know it's gonna be bad when there are this many triggers.
don't worry yet guys these tw are for the whole thing i'm not going to put you all into depression just yet!
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"you want us to do what!?"
"you want us to do what!?"
they say in sync. the two women glare at me, then at each other, then back at me. they look half impressed and half shook.
"jesus christ shibby i didn't think you have it in you" mia picks up her glass of wine and sits back, leaning on my sofa.
"yeah woman what happened to you? god knows your evil but i wouldn't have taken you for a bloody phsyco" autumn almost lets out a laugh.
"okay i know this is a big ask but come on you guys were the best people to ask, you know? i mean you both have a pretty good motive. this way, mia you'll no longer have to deal with him and his bullshit, and autumn the years of abuse did not look good on you, and it would be so much easier for you with the nursery takeover, might i add you are both scheming, strong, but smart bitches and i could use your intelligence for sure" i say, i can't tell what their expressions are saying but i can't say they don't look quite convinced.
"ill do it" the redhead finishes her wine and slams it on the table.
"aren't you already in enough trouble with the police? we could get caught" autumn protests.
"who cares? that dick can go under. god knows shibby when i told you he was dead that first time i genuinely wished he was" mia laughs, after looking at autumn with a sarcastic pleading face.
"what's in it for you siobhan? why do you want to get rid of him? is you little fairytale getting too much for you?" the brunette taunts.
"i've been in bruises in cuts for over two years, almost died because your father wanted me a little too tipsy and got knocked up along the way. i'm not being funny autumn but seeing by what you and your brother went through i don't think my child being raised by him would be a good idea, don't you?" i snap, autumn's expression changes to a serious one as she glances back at me and mia.
"let's kill the bitch" she smirks.
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over the next two months the two girls and i plan every move of the murder, every single detail has been covered, every scenario has been well thought through and every possibility of getting caught has been eliminated. we have spent almost everyday together plotting our moves, luckily roger lets me go out with them as they are part of the nursery, not suspecting a thing.
as the two months also go by, i am now in my 5th month of pregnancy. right now mia is driving me to the hospital to find out the gender without roger knowing, he decided he didn't want us to find out until the birth, except i have other plans.
as mia parks up the car, we both step out. i can't help but fiddle with my hands from the nerves. the red head notices and places her hand over my stomach.
"it will all be okay, soon it will all be over. and aren't you exited to see vivian?"
vivian, oh viv. i miss her so much. i have been put on a ban to seeing vivian from roger, but thankfully she works at the hospital we are checking into.
as we walk in, i see the beautiful dark haired woman standing in front of the counter. i quickly run up to her and place my hand on her cheek, kissing her passionately.
"i've missed you so much" i say whilst pulling away from the kiss and putting my hand in hers.
"i've missed you too gorgeous"
"alright lovebirds come on we have stuff to do, places to be" mia interrupts.
the walk to the hospital room is very quiet, vivian holds my hand as i wander into the small space with mia following behind us. luckily we were able to skip the wait due to vivian's connections.
a chirpy blonde woman greets us and asks me to lay on the bed. i look up at vivian, squeezing her hand even tighter while the nurse begins the x-ray and an image of the baby appears on the board next to her.
my eyes begin to water as i look at the screen. i look back up at vivian and she smiles at me and stroked my hair.
"congratulations, it's a girl!" the nurse says.
i've had many moments in my life, but i haven't ever been this happy in a single one.
note - i really wanted to get this bit out asap as like a little introduction to the big storyline. so as most of you requested it will be released in smaller parts but i can't promise there won't be any cliffhangers 🫣. oh by the way this was not proof read as i'm going on holiday very soon and have barely enough time to write so believe it or not this bit was actually written in the bath 🤣🤣
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shibby - an endless loop of toxic love
Fanfictionsiobhan is stuck between her @busive relationship with roger. she is confused as she leeps into the idea of balancing a life containing a certain nurse called annie.
