You where the one!
You were the one who made me scared to lose another human. I know it don't matter anymore. Will I cry over you for the rest of my life? I really am besides myself. I can't figure my heart out.
I didn't receive much affection when I was married. Kissing and foreplay was out of the question. I never orgasmed with my husband naturally. Sex was like a job. A part of a routine. It wasn't that great and I didn't request it ever. It was ritual without intent. I had no idea my prime would hit me at 40.
To MO
