Sad, Mad & Had. MDA

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I am sad, mad, and had.
It's bad. it's really bad
How much love wasted
Im so fucking sick of being used
It's 4 AM,
I'm in some park, this is straight abuse.
.
Im tired of being high
But im scared to be clean
just because I love you
you try ro prove
I helped you through a tough time and you did the same for me
We had so much to learn from each other
But now I'm in love with another..
And I am sad to let you go
I hope your heart is
When things were really bad and you didn't give me a chance
You just up and told me to pack my bags.
I came by later to see if you had cooled down
It was the first time you choked me and smacked me around.
I never imagined three years I would stick around.
You had someone in our bed. And to the very day, you lie instead.
Telling me I'm crazy in my head.
It's not nice to fuck around
With a mental person losing ground.
I told you I was fucked up from the start
And dying from my own broken heart
Now what would any person think?
Hurry up,don't look back and not even blink.
But I came back this dumb ass bitch
I ain't to proud to tell it like it is
And that's why everything turned out like it did
That's the reason things changed. You br

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