Saying goodbye to you
I didnt want to, I had to.
Im reaching for strength I've hid down deep
Inside a place I secretly keep.
I woke my demons, they want to get high
High on drugs, high as I could fly.
Acknowledging them keeps them calm
They always breast to do some wrong
Sometimes, its easier to get high
And just ignore the rant inside
My emotions burn strong
Like boiling my blood
My heart dark as the earth deep in the ground
Where I've buried to protect and never be found
Vast like the ocean so mysterious and wide,
The hurt is like rolling waves that never subside
My thoughts blow like wind, forever in motion
That l sunk long ago in the depth of ocean.
The storm to disturb the mess
Scared to death I must confess
It makes me act on unthinkable thoughts
It costs me control that I no longer got.
How do I let
You do this to me
From your eyes to mine
I swear it stops time
To MAD
