I Have To So,
... we are no longer a thing-
I only dreamed of a ring
A forever handfasting the lump in my throat, tears in my eyes
I'm finally gonna sit down and try to figure out why's
Why I was not important enough
For you to be a little tough, when shit got rough.
You asked me to marry you I said yes
I only dreamt of my wedding dress
Can you end the torture in my heart and ease this pain?
Or do I really accept I'll never take your name.
And no person will ever compete or compare
Or come anywhere close to what we share
I done this break up thing many times before
Said I done but wanted you more.
I would do this all over again
If I could take it all back and be a friend
Oh who am I kidding I would never regret
The first time our skin touched and our bodies met
The fire burning in your soul
That took me down and submitted control
The slide of your finger on my thigh
The fist full of hair you tug so perfectly tight
