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I am going to say
The games you play
Are coming my way
I am not entertaining this bullshit
You make me so upset
Mentally exhausted nothing seems fit
And I'm walking on  glass  just to slow you down
Cuz you treat me like a kid and boss me around
It's sad to say
You deceive me far to long
You should be happier now that I'm gone
Nothing but resistance to keep away
Like the climb uphill in the heat of the day
Within seconds the body is screaming
And the mind is twisted and binding in place
It easily spins faster and faster picking up its pace
Just spinning out of control,  like someone stop me

It's not right
This stupid fight
Or your secret why's
To hide all the lies
I admit it's not fun
Trying to be number one
I shouldn't be in this race
Filling up my head with empty space
I'm sure it's hard to face
They play as If stuck on repeat
Not even a explanation.
I Just feel so beat

It's hard to explain why my heart is broke..
I promised myself I'd protect me above anything else
I never questioned my dignity
I never misrepresented who I am and who I'm not
I dont know who i am or where I belong

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