Ironic

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It's so ironic just the thought
Of all the stuff for me that you bought
Take my truck that's what you say
What's your angle anyway?
You tell me I'm crazy and I trip in my head
when your mad at someone else you yell at me instead
You say your faithful, what does that mean?
I know you sleeping with someone not just me
You say you love me more than anyone before
How can that be when you say I'm a whore
You can't keep your anger under control
At any given moment your ready to blow
I've tried to be honest as per your request
lBut telling you what you want to hear sometimes is best
You treat everyone better than me
Especially hoes and new pussy
It don't even matter who ever it be
You seek that attention for some sense of false security.
I keep ignoring something is wrong
you want me So badly but feel I don't belong.
I feel like your just strumming me along
LiKe the little choir boy that lost his song
And i always go back because im so dumb.
You have secrets that you dont dare shared
Thats your personal choice,
Tell me how you think that is fair?
I think it's pretty obvious and anyone can see
The future looks dim for you and me
I don't understand how we got this far
I have a broken heart
you turn your head everytime I fall apart.
Why do you do the shit you do and say you love me?
invite me over and pretend you can't see
me sitting here, waiting for you,
To act like I exist, I'm human too.
Just curious is this love or not?
With so much doubt how do I give all I've got?
Here we go back to wasting time
I know you'll never be truly all mine
I knew what I was to do
On this journey of me and you
My part is done We must move on
The love you have for me is wrong
I was just the rebound that helped you through
Your crazy broken heart that was broke by you
You can never feel my love at such a high level
Especially when you act as the devil
I heard all the hurt you have for me all the hate
And process through all your Angry hate
I touched you softly and kissed away your pain
And all you do is bitch and complain
I tasted your tears that ran down your cheek

I gave you strength when you were weak.
Really what am I to you? What are you to me?
I was your friend I thought that's what we would be
But I was wrong a monster is what I see
Who doesn't have love in his heart for me.
I fell in your eyes a mysterious deep depth
To where you where waiting so intent
Thinking I could help you somehow
Your heart was screaming my name.so loud

How.coukd I ignore such a cry
One that I distinctly realize
I know that pain
and I did anything to get it off my brain



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