What should I do?
I shouldn't be thinking about you.
All cried out.
wasted more time than anyone would
I've been thinking..
What would you do if you woke up tomorrow and your grand baby was crawling all over you.? Just imagine - back at your own house..
You woke up in your bed. Your family is happy. you're alive and clean everything is yours. it's all yours. And your family's. Especially memories of her. What is her name?( As so I may call her by her name rather than your baby mom, or your ex. AS TO NOT DISRESPECT THE WAITING ONES..
How many friends do you have right now that.will say i will go with you and we can get straight together. I know you miss yourself and your family. I miss my sons. I will never be shit in this world if I'm not their mom. I have 3 amazing young men who fought my battles their whole lives. They deserve to not go see them high. I swore.
I am asking you if you want to go to rehab with me?
What kind of life would you have in a year? A job, a house ,a car, don't have done all this for nothing..
Does it make you feel any better that I'm gone
Selfishness has a world of its own
Nothing but resistance to keep away
Like the climb uphill in the heat of the day
Within seconds the body is screaming
And the mind is twisted and binding in place
It easily spins faster and faster picking up its pace
Just spinning out of control, like someone stop me
I am going to say
The games you play
Are coming my way
I am not entertaining this bullshit
You make me so upset
Mentally exhausted, nothing seems fit
And I'm walking on glass just to slow you down
I don't know how much longer we gonna keep this going
How
It's not right
This stupid fight
Or your secret why's
Do hide all the fucking lies
I admit it's no fun
Trying to stay number one
We shouldn't be in this race
Filling up our heads with empty space
I'm sure it's clouding my thoughts
They play as I'd stuck on rewind
Not even an explanation.
Nothing
F
HI
