I can't say good bye.
I was hoping on a explanation as to why.
But you just look me in my eye
and straight face lie.
Your busted but you still denigh.
I't must be from getting high
I wonder why you can't see?
When its clearly obvious to me?
How can you be so cruel?
I'm such a fool.
Crazy, how you wanted me here
I see the end and its really near
Crazy how you wanted me here.
You could never handle my mental rant
Let me ask again is this a trap?
Its Wrong when we don't even treat eachother like friends
I could never show you love yours is different than mine
My heart is confused beyond measure
Im sure we would drown.... Sink or swim what is your pleasure?
My brain reminds me we're not straight
Every conversation is just a debate
Who's right who's wrong
Every day s ame drama same old song.
I just want to get along-
You always say I do you wrong
Then I leave, then i'm gone.
You talk shit. you lie on my name
And all the crazy you say I'm to blame
I just let you, its obvious I'm a problem to
The other people who love and care about you.
What else is new?
Tell me something true
The smile on your face, is it for show?
Tell me what's so funny about this, Im dying to know
Why do I lay here so upset
Feeling betrayed, i wish we never met.
Three years and you turn your head away
there's nothing I can do or say
All those feelings you have are all twisted about
Why don't you let me go so you can work them out.
No matter what this is, it don't end with you being mine
No matter how much love I try to give that is mine
No matter what I'll always only be
Just a part of your past and a memory
Im disappointed in myself
for coming back and exposing my heart
These games are your hobby, I dont know what's real anymore
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I m so tired of dragging myself down .
I want to go back but I cant turn around
Im so far behind I can't see
I dont feel your love for me
Do I own myself anymore? This hurts dominating my thoughts
And making me do things I really dont want
Like sit here with you while we just rott.
