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Real.

I'm sorry if this chapter triggers anyone and if anyone and I mean anyone who reads this chapter dislikes it I will take it down.

Don't feel like you have to go through this alone.

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 Y/n POV:

Nothing has helped me I've tried everything depression pills, therapy, fuck even Mason has wanted to help me out. The scars on my skin tell the story more than my mouth does. I don't tell anyone how I feel because 1. I don't want people to think I need care or shit. and 2. well I just never built the courage to. Scars trace my arm like tattoos but won't ever heal. Mason is out with Miguel and Maddy at some party I wasn't invited to because I decided to ghost people during this and My family is out for Dinner.

Tonight Is the night.

I can't take any more pain.

 My hand shaking as I grab the container full of medicine."1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7," I mumble as I count the pills. ( I don't know?) 

Without hesitation I swallow them, dry without water my mouth feels like the Sahara desert as I choke on them because my mouth is dry.

After that, I sat on the bathroom floor, hands clammy and tapping the floor in a rhythm.  

After that, everything went black...

Mason POV:

"Hi!" A girl waves at us as we enter the front door of our friend's house. "Hey," We wave as we approach the drinks table. "Are you drinking?" Maddy asks grabbing Fruit punch. "No because we both know Miguel's getting fucked up," She chuckles as she looks at Miguel talking to people.

"Ok, well if you need me I'll be with Ciara," She walks off, leaving me alone. Well Great. 

"Hey, Mason!" My friend walks over to me. 

"Oh, hi Micheal (Random ah name)" I dab him up. "How's your girl?" He asks opening up a water bottle. "She's just going through some stuff," I say not wanting to tell her stuff. "Oh, well tell her I said hi," He continues rambling on about stupid shit no one cares for.

Ring, Ring, Ring, 

Mason gets the phone call that might change his life forever.

"Hello?" He asks confused because Y/n's Mom never calls him. "Y/n we found her on the bathroom floor with an empty bottle of pills in her hand," She says. "WHAT!" I say as people turn to look my way if I'm crazy."Mason, you gotta come to the hospital They are losing her!" Y/n's Mom asks frantically on the other line. "What do you mean losing her?!" he asks biting his nails as Maddy approaches him. "Just get here," His girlfriend's mom says.

"What happened?" Maddy whispers as Mason keeps getting more anxious.

"We need to leave, Like now," He says hanging up.

"Is everything okay?" Madeline asks. "No," He says shaken up by Y/n's mom's tone in her voice.

Time Skip

3rd Person

"We here," Mason pants walking through the hospital doors and 6to the office clerk. "Y/n Y/l/n," He tells her. "Room 467," She says as they bolt to that side of the hospital. 

"We made it as fast as we could," Mason pants putting his hands on his knees. 

Mason POV:

"Mason She's Gone." Three words that break me.   I look at Maddy as tears stream down her face and Miguel stands there in shock. "Wait no that has to be a mistake right?" I ask.  No answer. "Right?" I ask as I feel a lump in my throat. "Mason honey I'm sorry," I hear my mom's voice behind me. "Why?" I mumble as I look at her lifeless body through the window her lips turning into a light blue.

 "Can I see her face to face one last time?" I ask Y/n's Mom as she is hysterical. "Go ahead son," Y/n's dad answered for her mom. (Why do dads call others kids "Son"?) 

"Y/n, why I could have helped you?" I talk to her knowing she can't hear me. Her hands are cold. Her once skinny soft fingers had gone cold turning into a light shade of purple the hands I once kissed. Gone. The lips I once kissed were now a dark blue. The soul of the girl I only loved. Gone.  If I only could've helped maybe she would still be here, but now I'm here stuck in a reality I never knew existed. If only this were a dream. Usually, dreams stop at some point, right?

Y/n POV:

I sit here on our shared bed hearing Mason say my name in his sleep.

"Mason!" I call out for the last time.

"AH!" I see his dark brown chocolate eyes open up as tears stream down his face. "Woah, woah what happened?" I ask as I move his messy curls out of his face. "Yo- you died," He says as he latches onto me like it's the last time he would. "Mase, love I'm right here," I say as I cradle his head. "It was just so Real." He sniffles. "I promise you it was just a dream," I say as I play with the collar of his sweater. "mhm," He mumbles his cold breath touching my neck. "What was it about?" I ask as he looks up at me. "You killed yourself," He mumbles. "Oh, Mason my mental health and health just in general is fine, you do not need to worry," I sigh. "Promise?" He says holding out his pinky. "Promise," I lock pinkies with him and kiss his as he giggles. "Goodnight," He says pulling the blanket over him. "Goodnight," I kiss his head.

Soon enough drifting off into a deep sleep.

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well that was a long chapter(:

938 words

I CHANGED IT TO PILLS BC YALL WERE ROASTING ME LMAO