CRUCIBLE OF REJECTION

Chapter 42

That day Trey noticed something was wrong with me and took me to the hospital.I had a broken leg and was in a cast and using crutches for two months but It turned out for the better because I started living at Trey's home.I ate well, gained weight... color returned to my face and I did therapy.I learnt to smile again.

I only ever had to see the Olseno's once a month and Uncle Lucas was always with me.He never left me alone with them. Then high school time came around and I got transferred to public school I didn't mind.. I was finally away from my oppressors.They bought me an apartment near the school... sent me money every month and I didn't mind at all ..My classmates used to come over and we would party..i was free but then our shit happened during the middle of my first year in high school and your last year.  So I transferred. .. I asked Uncle Lucas to send me to another school..He sent me to a private boarding school where Trey followed me .

I  thought I was okay but during my internship year at Los Angeles shit happened. I was to interrogate a suspect and then I zoned out and kinda acted like I did but that suspect wasn't lucky I hit him when I felt him lying.They had to call Trey to come and make me stop because I hurt the other officers who tried to intervene.The second time it happened..my Captain decided that I should stay away from the interrogation room and suspects and just focus on connecting the dots and that worked out well for everyone... but now that I'm doing therapy I'm going to get better and try to become a wonderful officer so I can pave my way to becoming a detective.So you understand why I can't be with you right.

No...I hate what the Olseno's did to you.. I hate that you are hurting like this..I hate that they made you like this but I get to decide who I want to be with and I chose you Trek.I don't want someone perfect...I want you because you complete me in ways I never imagined to be possible.I want you to belong to me ...

Even after knowing how broken I am..

You are not broken... you are perfect just the way you are..We are going to get through this together.. I'll be your shoulder to cry on when you need one I'll heal your wounds with you.. I'll help your scars fade away ... I'll be with you every step of the way because I am in love with you..I don't care about what you did in the past .. I'm in love with you regardless.... you could go blind and I'll still be with you....my love goes deeper than I think... Now can you please be my boyfriend..be mine.. I've wanted you and waited for you for over seven years....I never dated anyone or looked anyone in those years now don't deny me heaven please Christopher said .

You never dated anyone since high school Trekker asked.

Never.. I kept looking for you. But I couldn't access your files now I know your Uncle Lucas made them inaccessible and you also kept a low profile..I didn't know anything about you except your names ...date of birth and that you frowned when thinking.. that you liked drinking milk in the morning and hated tea . you hated bullies and always stood up for people being bullied.... You also loved eating waffles and pizza Christopher said.

You have been watching huh and I thought I was the stalker.p.s I still do all that except I don't drink milk in the morning anymore but I can have it any day I want  Trekker said.

Good to hear...Now be mine so I can keep you to myself.

Getting protective already Trekker asked.

Trek don't stall..I want you and I'll have you Christopher said.

Bossy...I like it... I'll be your boyfriend then Sir Trekker said smiling.

Christopher crashed his lips against Trekker's with so much hunger it made Trekker groan . Christopher took that opportunity to slip his tongue in and ravage Trekker's mouth.

Christopher's hand went to Trekker's zippers. Trekker pulled away from the kiss and looked at Christopher.

What's wrong Christopher asked.

Sir ..

Baby...call me by my name...

Christopher.... Chris.....

Fuck my name sounds like heaven coming from you....

Can I call you Chrissy...

No....

Fine I'll call you that when I'm warning you or mad at you...

Deal now tell me what's wrong baby..

Aren't we moving too fast Trekker asked blushing.

I've waited seven years to do this.. it's not moving too fast at all but if you are not ready then I can wait until you are Christopher said.

Can we wait... I'll tell you when I'm ready Trekker said.

Yes baby we wait... Don't worry.. today must have been tiring for you.. lets get  in bed ...I want to cuddle with you Christopher said and they did that... Trekker as the little spoon.

Chris...

Yes baby.

Did Trey tell you about what happened to me .

Yes.

Of course he did..I had a feeling I heard him tell you back when I fell asleep at your office but whenever I had anxiety and slept my mind will be so over clouded that I fell into a deep sleep.Trey must think he has some patent rights to tell my story as he's my best friend.. that little shit Trekker said smiling.

You two really are best friends he said the same thing last time .. how is therapy.

It's good..she tried to refer some medicines for my anxiety but I didn't want the pills they will numb my feelings so she is helping me work on a strategy that would help..She said it's good that this time around I'm not getting panic attacks ...

That's great to hear baby....I can see you are sleepy so.... Sleep..

Okay....