The (rut) cycle (shinsoukoku)

Chapter 32

„Ryuu...?" Atsushi asks and wants to wipe Akutagawa's tears away but the siablo pushes him away.

"I thought... I thought you only loved me, Atsushi." His voice cracks and the tears start falling into the sink.

"I do! I only love you. You're my one and only mate!"

"Why are you sleeping with him then?" Akutagawa asks and this time Atsushi can't answer that.

„I left everything for you. My entire past life, just so I could live with you. You promised to only love me. To never hurt me... Why are you torturing me then? What did I do to make you hate me this much? You say you love me but then the second I don't feel like having sex with you, you find yourself a new lover" Akutagawa sobs. He's been keeping all these emotions in himself and was unable to talk to anyone about them. The only living person he could speak to was Atsushi.

The weretiger wants to kiss him. He wants to promise him new things again, that he'll change. But Akutagawa runs away before Atsusih has the time to open his mouth. He locks himself in their bedroom, kicks Sub out, and Atsushi hears his loud, heartbreaking cries.

Atsushi, unable to listen to the cries that he caused, sits quietly by the table and covers his ears. Why was he such a monster to his own mate? What kind of terrible lover has he become?

He takes some sleeping pills and pours a few of them into his drink. He wanted it all to go away. Maybe once he wakes up, it will all turn out to be a dream? Maybe he never did these mistakes in the first place?

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When the diablo calms down, he opens the bedroom door and hears moans coming from the kitchen. He walks over there and sees Sub rubbing himself on Atsushi's knee.

But this time, Akutagawa had enough. This man will not take Atsushi away from him.

"Sub" He says and the slave turns around. The second he does, he feels extreme pain in his chest and looks down. Blood was flowing down his shirt and Sub let out a shriek

Rashomon punctured the slave's heart and Akutagawa pulled Sub away from Atsushi. He was still screaming but Akutagawa didn't care. The hatred for him was too big to care.

Akutagawa throws Sub into the room Chuuya was killed in. Chuuya's body, or what was left over of it, was still there but Sub didn't know that yet. There was still a blindfold on his eyes.

The diablo closes the door. By tomorrow, Sub will have bled out. He will finally die and never be in their lives ever again.

Akutagawa smiles at that. He didn't miss killing people, but killing Sub was one of the most satisfying things in his life.

He looks back and sees that Atsushi was still not here. Did he not hear the scream? But, how? Shouldn't a tiger's ears be really sensitive to noise?

Akutagawa walks back to the kitchen, Rashomon still on him and he looks at the sleeping Atsushi. There was a box of sleeping pills and Akutagawa immediately understood. Currently, Atsushi is unconscious. He is defenseless. Akutagawa didn't know for how long, but enough for Akutagawa to have time to tie him up.

Akutagawa slowly pulls Atsushi's hands behind his back and with his Rashomon he ties the hands to the chair Atsushi was sitting on.

Seeing their roles change for once, where Akutagawa was finally in the dominant position and Atsushi was vulnerable, the diablo started getting ideas. He could make Atsushi pay him back for all the times he raped him. If Akutagawa were to ride him... That would count as rape, since Atsushi was not awake to consent to it. Akutagawa wanted to make things even.

Before he decides to have sex though, he searches for some kind of towel to put in Atsushi's mouth to keep him silent in case he wakes up.

He stuffs the towel into Atsushi's mouth and later starts ripping the weretiger's shirt off. He sees his muscled chest and starts touching it. Atsushi's skin was warm. It was the same warmth that made Akutagawa fall in love with Atssuih in the first place.

He sits on Atsushi's lap and puts his head on his lover's chest, listening to his regular heartbeat. Well, it was faster than the usual human heartbeat but maybe that was because Atsushi's dick was already a bit hard even though he was unconscious?

He touches Atsushi's dick and slowly starts taking both their pants and underwear off. He gets off his lap and touches the dick with his cheek, as if hugging and embracing it.

He licks it and sees that it's going up. Hm. That was a very quick reaction.

A bit suspicious, Akutagawa looks how and gets met with Atsusih's wide eyes. Akutagawa feels guilty at first but then regains his confidence. This time, it's him in control.

The diablo doesn't say anything. He only leans towards the dick and slowly starts putting it into his mouth, still looking into his boyfriend's eyes. He softly bites his dick and makes Atsushi wince. That makes Akutagawa chuckle. Well, chuckle without noise because the dick in his throat muffled it.

He moves his face back and then forwards again, making Atsushi moan under his touch just like Atsushi always made the diablo moan under his.

„Mhhh" Atsushi tries to say something but the cloth in his mouth prevents him from doing so. He's so close to cumming and desperately wants to push his dick further into Akutagawa's mouth... That's when the diablo suddenly stops, leaving Atsuhi painfully hard.

"You want more, don't you? Well, I'll decide when you get it. This is payback" Akutagawa says and stands up. He gets on top of Atsushi's lap and starts rubbing against his dick. He tries to open himself up but it takes some time before he's sure he will be able to take the entire dick into himself.

He can feel Atsushi struggle against his Rashomon and smiles. It was satisfying to watch Atsushi suffer under Akutaagwa's slow movements.

He moves his body upwards and positions himself on the dick. But before he penetrates himself with it, he takes the towel out of Atsushi's mouth and kisses him. With the kiss, he thrusts the dick into himself.

Only seconds later he realizes that making that thrust was a mistake.

Because he didn't have sex for so long, he wasn't used to the feeling of something as big as Atsushi's dick being in side of him.

He stays still and touches his stomach, feeling the dick inside of him.

„Do you need help?" Atsushi asks but Akutagaawa covers his mouth with his hand.

"Shut up. I'm in charge here. Just, give me some time" The diablo says but it comes out like a moan. Atsushi's mouth is still covered by the hand but he moves his hips upwards, making Akutagawa let out a whimper. The dick was so deep inside of him... It made him see stars.

He loses feeling in his hands and the hand on his lover's mouth falls down.

„My love... Let me go. I'll help you. I'll make you feel good" He whispers to his mate and Akutagawa looks at him.

"Will you really?" He asks with hope in his voice. Was he attractive enough for Atsushi? The weretiger was probably used to great sex from Sub... Will he really take care of Akutagawa again?

The Rashomon on Atsushi's hands was slowly releasing and the weretiger was finally strong enough to rip the Rashomon on his hands and put his hands on Akutagawa's waist, pushing him more on his dick.

"Ah! W-Wait!" Akutagawa moans and Atsushi picks him up while his dick is still inside of his mate. He kisses him and pushes him against the wall, then starts thrusting into him with incredible speed and force. All the horniness from the last few days was coming out and he was going to ruin Akutagawa but this time, he knew his mate wanted it. He wanted it all.

And finally, his plan had worked. Akutagawa has become his perfect little mate.

He came crawling to Atsushi, even attempting to rape him, just to make sure Atsushi was never going to leave him. And it worked.

Oh, how much Atsushi loved his Ryuu.
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I hope you enjoyed reading this chapter
-Nat