You've ruined me;

nightmares

you can leave me,
wish me the best
when i caught you cheating
with my ex

i won't see you ever again
but when i'm dreaming
it's like you never left

in my dreams
you struck me across my face
i looked at you with a smile that was so fake

you haunt me in my dreams
even when you moved away.

i can't forgive the way you left me
or how you made me stay

you never held me when i cried
you only left me behind.

i thought i was the love of your life
your future wife
you left my life, only to die
with an unpleasant goodbye

and i was still waiting
for an ounce of affection
but you pushed me away
i like i was seeking attention

and i'm still waiting in the rain
my ride isn't arriving
i have nowhere to stay

authors note ; yall idk about you but i sometimes just be dreaming about ppl  😭😭