You've ruined me;

im sorry.

i'm sorry that i broke your heart
i'm sorry that we can't restart
i'm sorry that i gave you love
and i'm sorry i was the one you took it from

i'm sorry i left you with tears on your heart
i'm sorry that i cried whenever i fell apart
i'm sorry i texted you when you were gone
and that i asked you to reply to them

i'm sorry that the texts had stopped
the fact that it almost started again
and im sorry i texted you then deleted it
when i meant "i miss you" with all my heart

im sorry that im sleep deprived
i'm sorry that you think i died
im sorry that i fucking tried
and how you made me fucking cry
i'm sorry for the pain i caused
and i'm sorry how i made you yell

i'm sorry that i guilt tripped you
and the way that you hurt me too
i'm sorry for being hypnotized
i'm sorry for getting traumatized
im sorry for being victimized
im sorry that you told me all those lies
i'm sorry that i believed it with my life

i'm sorry i defended you
i'm sorry for trusting you
i'm sorry for getting attached
and being in love with you

i'm sorry.