You've ruined me;

i know who you are

i watch you walking with my friends
laughing along like im nothing to them
and i know who you are

you're the, sweet boy i met down the block
but you hate me for the way that i talk
i watched you smiling by the rocks
at her

and when we dated you were always needing space
i watched as she was snorting in your face
you probably told an amazing joke
and it's painful thinking we're just a hoax

i had a dream the other day
you cheated on me with that girl, you'd always say,
"we're only just friends"
but that's what everyone says

and i was screaming, yelling
"i fucking loved you"
love me now but leave tomorrow
i was only just borrowed