You've ruined me;

be careful what you wish for.

You tell me you're jealous of us,
You wrote it down in that letter you gave me.

You say you want him so much,
He's my boyfriend for fuck's sake.

You said we were the best couple in your eyes,
But did you ever see our toxic fights?

You crossed that line,
Took advantage of a people pleaser.

He left me to die and I stayed by his side,
Did you listen to my heavy sighs?
I handed him my body and all my time.

I ghosted my friends just to see his face,
He made me obsessed,
And now you want to take my place?

He pushed me away
And called me names,
Victim blamed,
He's not a saint.

He doesn't even look good,
He doesn't even smell good,
His personality is shit,
So what do you see in him?

I had to tell him to put on cologne,
And he still smelled bad, worse than before

I tried to warn you with my biggest hints,
But you didn't listen to me screaming shit.

I hated you for what you did,
But I'll never forgive my ex-boyfriend.

You tell me you're jealous of us,
You wrote it down in that letter you gave me.

You say you want him so much,
And now you've finally gotten what you want.

Do you realize now, what you were waiting for?

He says you're the love of his life,
Calls you his wife,
Then leaves you to die.

He's with that girl, but don't worry about her
She's no one now,
But later she stands, holding his hand.

He talks shit about his ex,
But tonight he's dead-set about winning her back
You think it's a bet, but it's really not

As he cries on your shoulder
Saying, "I'm sorry" behind your back
To a girl over text

Next thing you know, he's with your ex,
you try to warn her,

History repeats itself, over and over.

Authors Note: THIS is by far one of my favorites that i have ever written.