16 | ayumi - at the playground

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Hiro: can we talk? at the playground?

I'm going insane...

I haven't slept for a few days since 'that' happened. I knew Hiro will talk about that.

Why did I do that?

You ask me?

I don't know.

I DON'T KNOW!

He was too close to me, and my mind was so blank and I just did it!

I want to ignore his message but it keeps bugging me too.

Will he get mad at me?

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After a few moments I decided to go.

I texted him a while ago that I will go but it's been an hour since that text.

He's not texting me too.

I wore my coat and went outside.

"Where are you going?" my mother asked, who is gardening right now.

"I have to meet someone, it'll be just a while" I said.

"Don't sleep at someone else's house again okay?! Come back home!"

"Mom?!"

I ran off and immediately went to the playground where we first met.

It's been an hour and I expect him to no be there... But I saw him on the bench.

I stepped back.

Should I even talk to him?! But I don't know what to say!

Okay, let's pretend I did not come here—

"Yumi..."

she's calling me Yumi now?!

"Y-yeah, hello" Hello?! What the hell?!

"Do you want a drink?" he asked me smiling.

"S-sure"

We went together to the vending machine right next to the playground. He did not asked me what to get but he bought two peach teas.

"Oh— I'm sorry I did not ask what you want, do you want something else?" he's also out of it T__T

"No, it's okay" i grabbed the bottle from him.

"Thanks"

We went back to the bench. We were so quiet, I can hear myself gulping the tea.

This is so awkward!

I am so embarrassed I can't even look at him! We were fine just before that, then I had to ruin it.

"Look Hiro, I am so sorry. I did not mean to do that to you, you can ignore me all you want... You can knock me out too you know, I can endure that—"

"Why would I knock you out?" his face went from serious to scared.

"You know, I did that—" I sighed.

"Please forget that it happened" I continued.

We were silent after that. Why isn't he talking? He called me here!

"How... could I forget that" He finally spoke.

I slowly looked at him.

"That was my first"

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