Broken Butterfly

Amaris

Natalia pov

Christmas was a month away and it was my duty as Luna to make sure the pups had an awesome Christmas holiday , as much Christmas wasn't a werewolf holiday we still try to celebrate for the pups , this Christmas I decided on hosting an activity every day until Christmas day, I have my Christmas team which consisted of Myself, Kayla of course, Evie , Sandy , Leslie , Tina and Stacy and Josh's mate Candace , I met her a few days ago , when we had a meeting and seeing that she was the Delta female by being mated to Josh whose the delta she had to attend the mandatory meeting Kylo has every month, she was shy and weary of me at first , until she learnt that I was also one of Robert's prisoners and what happened to my family because of his greed, some of the mothers also volunteered to help out when they can, between work and taking care of home , Kylo's pack had over 700 wolves , and of that 700 , 200 were pups under 13 and 100 were teen wolves , today we would he meeting in the main hall of the pack house to have the the pups who wanted to participate create Christmas cards snd invitations to invite the rest of pack to Christmas party which will be held the night before Christmas, surprisingly the pups were well behaved and excited to show me what they were working on I addition to my Christmas team , 5 other mother's joined in to help, it's been one week since I met with the moon Goddess, and Mia is still quite, I was helping Love and some of her friends to apply glitter to the their cards and invitation,yes glitter and pups was a mess waiting to happen so we made sure to keep them away from the glitter bottles, once the pups were finished with their creations, they were left on the tables to dry, we then fed them cookies and milk before handing them off to their parents, safety was our number priority making sure each pup get home safely, the teen wolves could go home by themselves they just had to use the buddy system. Finally was home and looking like a glitter ball, I walked into our house that smelt delicious, I'm guessing Kylo was home and making dinner ,
"Hey baby I greeted "
"Hey my beautiful glitter butterfly " he greeted back with a chuckle causing me to glare at him
"Hey daddy me miss you soooooo much" Love said while fake crying , she was one dramatic child, Kylo lifted her into his arms and kissed her little cheeks causing her to going to a giggling fit, we both went upstairs to get cleaned up before dinner.
Dinner was amazing Kylo was a great cook,tonight he made baked spaghetti with garlic bread once dinner was finished we watched a movie like we do every night , Love always fall asleep first,tonight wasn't an exception
"Baby I have to travel tomorrow to an alpha meeting with the royal Alpha, Mason and I will be gone for two days , while I'm gone you and Shawn will be in charge, I have assigned Trevor and a few other warriors to be with you, I know you can protect yourself but it will help me to relax and not worry too much "
I wanted to protest , but when he worded it like that how can I object
"Okay ky ky , I will miss you so much , I hate when you have to travel to these meetings , but I know this one is mandatory"
As I was about to lay down I was hit with an expected dose of nausea causing me to take off running to the bathroom to empty my stomach out into the toilet, Kylo was holding my hair looking at me worriedly while I continued retching over the toilet
"Are you okay , was the food not good "
"I just felt nauseous out the blue, the food was amazing baby, I think it's maybe because I ate it too fast "
I was about to get up when I felt the urge to vomit again , this was how the rest of the night went on , until around 3 am , well it finally stopped and we were able to sleep , Kylo insisted that we visit the doctor when we both wake up , he said he didn't have to leave until afternoon and at this point he didn't care if he was late , my health came first , I tried to convince him I was fine , but he was dead set on us going to the pack hospital, which is why I'm now cradled into his arms, being carried like a baby to the pack hospital, I pray to the Goddess I'm not sick because I can't deal with an over protective Kylo, I fear he might even lock me in the house and tie me to the bed if I'm sick , I would have to use my magic on him because I refuse to live like that, we finally made it to the hospital and that's when Kylo reluctantly allowed me to sit on the bed in the hospital room, while he paced back and forth, grumbling that the doctor needs to come now, you would think I was dying the way Kylo was acting , I honestly had to roll my eyes, I was relieved and also felt sorry for the poor doctor, the way Kylo was glaring at him "what's wrong with her he barked at the poor doctor,I had to stop this madness right now
"Kylo stop, you're acting like a man mad , I'm not dying I just had a stomach bug and I told you I felt better, now please allowing the poor doctor to do it job so we can go home "
Now he was glaring at me , he was about to speak again when his eyes glazed over, thank Goddess for whoever mind link him, while Kylo was having his mind link conversation a nurse came in and did my vitals and told me to pee in a cup, I went and peed into the cup leaving it where the nurse told me to, Kylo was now sitting down in the room watching my every move ,
"I promise I'm not going to die I tried to reassure him "
"I know , I just hate that you're sick and I can't do anything about it"
" babe you did do something you held my hair while I threw up and you stayed up with me until I was okay enough to sleep and now here you are also with me , so you see you did everything you could do that's with in your control"
"Thanks baby , that helped to calm Axel down"
" I also have someone here to see you , she said her name is Amaris , she said to tell Amor Fati , love of fate
At first I was confused then I remembered Selene telling me the witch would used those words to identify herself to me
" that's the witch Selene sent to train Love and I , please have someone take her to one of the guest cottage close to our house and explain to her that I will be there shortly " the doctor reappeared Causing us to pause the conversation,
"Well Luna all your test came back great, everything looks good, your fluids are a little low but that's understandable because you did vomit all night , so we'll set up with an IV to get your fluids back stable , ohh and the reason you were nauseous is due to the morning sickness
" morning sickness I repeated trying to make sense of what he was saying "
" yes Luna you're 3 weeks pregnant , congrats btw once you're done with the Iv I'll let you listen to the heartbeat a nurse will be in shortly "
Kylo and I sat there is awkward silence no one knowing what to say,
"So we're having a pup , Kylo spoke first breaking the silence that was overwhelming the room "
"I guess so quipped
"Are you upset he asked with hurt in his voice "
"No I'm not upset , I said while sighing "
" I just don't know if I'll be a great mother with everything I went through"
"You're doing an awesome job with Love baby , plus I'm here we can do it together "
I didn't say anything but I'm sure he felt my appreciation and acceptance through the bond and, I rubbed my stomach , thinking about the little life growing inside me
"Mia are you there ?"
"Yes I'm here and now you know why I've been quiet because I've been protecting our pup and preventing you from getting sick"
"I'm sorry Mia for thinking you were lazy "
She didn't reply just rolled her eyes and went back to taking care of her pup
The nurse came in shortly to set up the IV , I must have dosed off, I woke up when the doctor came back into the room with another woman standing next to him
"Luna this is doctor Adams and she will be your OB doctor, he informed me while removing the IV ,once he was finished he left the room
"Hello Luna I'm Cynthia, it's nice to officially meet you, Hello Alpha congrats the blonde lady greeted
"Hello Cynthia I greeted back
She pulled up my shirt and pulled down waist of my pants, she used her hands to feel different places on my stomach Kylo was standing next to me holding my hands and rubbing little circles that kept me calm
" okay Luna and Alpha, I'm going to squeeze some gel on you, it's going to be cold , then I'll use this machine to listen to the pup's heartbeat, is that okay "
"That's fine I said , Kylo just nodded his head in approval "
The doctor squeezed the blue gel like substance on my stomach , the then took a wand moved it around , until I saw the little gray spot that's supposed to be the pup, but their were two gray dots , bringing me back to what Love said about us having twins , I smiled internally
"Oh my Goddess Luna and Alpha it's two pups ,seems like you're having twins she then turned on the sound so we could hear their little heartbeat, all the worried and doubts I had were now gone after hearing their little heart beating , I couldn't wait to meet my pups , Kylo squeezed my hand, and I felt his emotions through the bond he was just had excited as I was, the doctor left after giving me my discharge papers and telling me to come back in two weeks , Kylo told her he would clean me up , which he did passionately
" thank you Lia , I can't thank you enough for making my life complete "
He then kissed me, it was almost 1pm when we made it back to the house I knew Kylo had to leave for a few days , and I hated it especially with finding out we were having twin pups , he wanted to reschedule the meeting but I told him I'll be okay , he had one of the older pack she -wolves volunteers to stay with us to cook and help me clean up , she was nice so I didn't protest , he was walking me to the cottage that the witch Amaris was staying while I was at the hospital, I could feel her energy before we made it to the door , before we could know knock the door flew open and a woman so to fiery read hair floated to the door , she was now standing in front of Kylo and myself ,
"Come in she said in a voice so calm and soothing"
We both stepped in , Kylo making sure to close the door behind us , he wanted to make sure I was okay before he left , he was super over protective especially with me being pregnant
"Hello Natalia, Hello Kylo , my name is Amaris which means promised by God or in our case Goddess she said with a smile oh by the way congrats on your pups, Selene told me to go easy on you because you're with pups "
"Hello Amaris , it's a pleasure to meet you and thanks for the congratulations I said while rubbing my flat stomach "
"So where is the pup the one with the powers, she asked looking for Love
"She's at home , we wanted to see how this meeting went first before we brought her Kylo answered
"Very well then Amaris said while clapping her hands and a tray of cheese and crackers with lemonade and three glasses appeared on the small coffee table
"Alpha you need to get going in the next 20 minutes so you miss the rain that's brewing to fall in the next two hours ,oh and take the scenic route the rogues know you're traveling and their waiting for you in no man's land Amaris said causing Kylo to look at her with shock
She was a clearly a very talented witch and I looked forward to learning from her.
Kylo kissed me passionately, before he embraced me into a tight hug , I love you Lia please be safe and if you need me call my cell or mind link me okay , I'll leave the bond open and I hope you do the same "

"She'll be okay I promise , Amaris said while patting me on the back
Kylo left leaving Amaris and myself alone , we sat in silence while I are the cheese and crackers then next minute I was hit by a bolt of lightning sending me flying to the door
"Rule number one stay ready Amaris said while chuckling
Mia was ready to rip her throat out , but I had to be the more rational one at the moment she calm her down
"What the fuck I yelled at Amaris
"Listen Natalia I'm here to make sure you're the best you can be and we can't achieve that if I go easy on you , not I'm sorry if I hurt you , but always expect the unexpected and keep your guards up "
Once I got myself together and was calmer she showed me up to harvest my powers into a lighten bolt and fire it , she showed me how to control my visions , she showed me a vision on Kylo and Mason arriving at the royal castle, once we were finished , I was laying on the couch tired as if I just ran a marathon using your powers takes a lot of your energy
"So Amaris where are you from "
"Well I was born in the mountains of Colorado, my mother was a witch and my father was a wolf, they named me Amaris because the Goddess blessed me before I was born , she told my parents would be the witch to train you and Love , I'm 25 so I was born 4 years before you ,my whole existence if because of you, I don't know what I'll do once I'm finished training you
" well who said I'll never not need you , you can stay here with us, I'm sure there always new spells to learn plus we don't have a pack witch, Love is growing up I'm sure she'll need help as she ages and who to tell the twins might even be born with magic
" I'll think about she said "
I teleported home , shower and tucked Love in, I asked the Martha give an eye on her for me , I planned on surprising Kylo
"Hey baby what are you doing I texted him
"I'm laying in bed missing you and wishing I was home so I could talk to my pups
" close your eyes babe
Once I was sure his eyes were closed I teleported myself into his room and touched his leg
His eyes flew open so fast and he was half way shifted
I was laughing so hard I almost fell on the floor ,
"Seriously Natalia , that wasn't funny at all , I could have killed you "
"Really think I can die that easily babe "
He thought about it, he was still upset but also happy was there , I was now laying on his bed with his head pressed to my stomach while he spoke to our pups, would I have done this again yes I would have , if it lead to these amazing moments.