Broken Butterfly

Please dont leave me

Kylo's pov

I was at the gym with the guys when Natalia mind link me and told me to bring Hunter and meet her at at the house , i immediately found Hunter telling him to come with me , he didn't ask questions and for that I eas grateful , because I didn't have any answers for him , we walked to the house in silence, but you could feel the tension, the uncertainty rolling off Hunter , once we opened the door I instantly felt calm and I knew Lia was using a calming spell , she was sitting across from Lilly , who looked as pale as a ghost ,
"Hey baby Natalia greeted me , I sent love to your mother's house for the night , my mother was attached to Love , you couldn't tell that wasn't her biological grand child, well technically she was based on what Selene told Lia , I took my seat next to Lia , entwining her hands with my , "hey baby I greeted her , have you eaten , I asked her, if it was up to my wolf she would be walking around with a plate of food stuck to her all day , "yes I've eaten she said "
She then turned to Lilly asking her if she was ready , Lilly twisted her hands nervously before she turned to Hunter and told him she had something to tell him and she hope he wouldn't leave her , Hunter didn't reply but he took her hands in his encouraging her to go on , she then stopped and turned to Lia , " I can't do it Lia , do you mind showing it to him please
"Are you sure Lia asked her , and she replied yes I'm sure
"What's going on Hunter finally spoke Natalia took his hand in hers , and based on his facial expressions, I knew it wasn't good, by the time Natalia pulled her hands away he was half shifted, his chest was heaving up and down , his eyes were full black , no trace of green in then letting me know his wolf was present, in quickly pulled Natalia behind me , my wolf knew he wouldn't purposely hurt her but , when it comes to an Alpha's mate sometimes we lose control not aware of our actions, Lilly you have to calm him down Natalia yelled from behind me, causing Hunter to look at Lilly with emotions I could understand, guilty, anger, fear , he let out a loud growl causing the windows and door to shake do something Kylo, Lia yelled , Lilly was just standing there crying , Lilly you have to calm him down I said ,she hesitantly touched his cheek, causing him to relax a little, I saw his eyes flash from black to green and then back to black , he was fighting with his wolf , its working I told her , she placed her other hands on his cheek and through sobs she blurted out please Hunter don't leave me , I know I'm not worthy but please I need you , this instantly snapped him out of it and he was able to reign in his wolf, he growled do you think I'm mad because I want to leave you Lillian, I'm mad because I hate that you didn't trust me enough to tell that this happened to you , I'll never leave you I tell you this every day , I can't fault you for something that you didn't do to yourself , I love you and best believe everyone of those motherfuckers will pay with blood , you could hear the threat in his voice , I pulled a reluctant Natalia outside, " why are we out here Kylo , what if he gets upset again "
" they need privacy, you've done your part
"You think so she asked"
"Yes love I know so ,
"They raped her baby,Robert and his bastard friends need to all die, she said I know she was angry by how the sky started getting over cast, I placed my hand on her back calming her down before she started a whole flood, my little mate was something else
"Do you want ice cream I asked her , know she couldn't resist, that's not fair Kylo you know I can't so no to the creamy goodness, I laughed and the look on her face when she said it , she was serious too, she really can't resist, I was standing at the back door of the ice cream parlor, I didn't even know when we left , I shook my head opening the door so we could enter , Natalia order the her regular cookies and cream with extra Oreo, and I ordered my plain vanilla, before I could even put my spoon into the bowl Natalia's spoon was already using her spoon to take a scoop of my ice cream , I was used to this action from her , and I loved it , we're back at the house now , I met Hunter at the door , looking defeated , " you okay I asked him , he smiled but I could see the pain in his eyes , " want to go for a run I asked him, know his wolf was clawing to come out , "a run is definitely needed he replied, he then turned to Natalia
"Thank you so much Luna Natalia, she told me everything, and I'm happy you were able to convince that I love her , because she doesn't see it , some days I want to give up, I thought she didn't want to be with a monster like me , but the whole time she thought I didn't want her , I'll do anything for her even if it meant losing my life so she can live "
"You're welcome Hunter , I've been there so I know what she's feeling , just give her some time , she'll come around, I still have my days where I feel unworthy and cry in the shower, but I use the love Kylo showers me with as my life vest to keep me afloat " with that she went inside the house , leaving me shocked , I never knew she still cried , or felt unworthy, I made a mental note to shower her with more love, I will let her feel loved everyday , I'll do more , if she's still feeling doubtful then I need to do more as a mate ,
"I patted Hunter's shoulder, it will get easier, trust me , we shifted and went for a run, killing a few deers and mountain lions ,
" how did you get Lia to trust you , Hunter asked "
"I honestly just always reassure her, I gave her space to heal, I worked on her time , letting her know everything was as in her hands"
" thanks man I feel like coming here did a lot for our relationship , and I promise Robert and his friends will pay for what they did to our mates , and our people,
"I wonder who in the council is working with Robert , I asked remembering what Lilly told us , and did you find out how the pack members from you pack get kidnapped?
" my nephew was kidnapped by rogues , he went to close to the pack border one day , now to think about it I'm not sure if someone set that up , I'll make sure to keep this mission confidential"

"I'm going to see my tracker later , see what other information he has for me , i knew Kaiden was here I smelt his scent and felt his the bond when he entered the pack lands, that's the good thing about being Alpha you can feel when someone enters your pack lands and leaves, I guess he can't stay away from his mate ,I can't be mad at him because I would have done the same or even worst for my little minx, I see Kaiden retiring the tracker position real soon, If he truly wants to retire I can make him head of the warriors of my second beta , for when Mason and I have to travel , he can be in charged along with Shawn,I should have this conversation with him next time I see him,he's going to be distracted, I fear he'll get hurt thinking about his mate,I can't lose my cousin
"You good Alpha Kylo ,Hunter asked
"Yes I'm good,just thinking about some pack stuff ,we should head back I need to make sure my mate feeds my pups. We were now bald in my living room, Lia made dinner , and ate she offered Hunter a plate which he ate before they left, I rubbed my hand through my hair, thinking about this whole day
"What's on your mind Natalia asked "
" I was thinking about telling Kaiden to quit being a tracker and come be my second beta , I just think with him finding his mate he'll be distracted and I don't want to lose him to an unfortunate situation, but I don't know how to say all this to him without coming off as negative
"Baby just he honest , tell him how you really feel ,he'll understand and if he don't understand right now eventually he will when the mate bond goes into full effect and he can't stay away "
"That's already happening,he's there now, I'm about to pay him a visit "
"We're paying them a visit,Natalia said my mate was nosey . We walked to Amaris cottage once we made it there I gently knocked the door Amaris opened the door, looking shocked
"Hello Alpha Kylo and Luna Lia, to what do I owe this visit
"We're here to see your mate ,
She started to say something when I cut her off
"Don't lie to me I'm Alpha and that's punishable,
"She shut her mouth and motioned for us to come in
"Babe whose there Kaiden I asked , before his eyes met mine
"Hello Cousin, how did you know I was here
"Well for one ,I was close to the border when you crossed over I smelt your scent after all I'm the Alpha , just like I know you visit your mother every week
"You know? He asked looking shocked
"Yes I smell your scent every time I go there "
"Now that your found your mate, do you think it's time to explore other options, such as my second beta ? I just don't want you to get hurt , I said pleadingly
"Honestly cousin, the bond hit me so unexpectedly, it's like I can't stay away , I might take you up on that offer , just give me a chance to get all the information on this last mission then I'll take up the offer
" any update for me on the mission "
" well only update is , Robert will be meeting with the counsel in two days , so hopefully I can see you go it is"
"Okay I'll leave so you can spend time with your mate , Kaiden please be careful, keep your head in the game and come back to me in one piece , I patted his back before I took my mate's hand in mine and made our way home,Natalia filled the bond with , love and admiration, and I returned it with love and gratitude,we have came a long way and for that I'm grateful. I couldn't wait to meet my pups, who would have thought I would be a father of three and I wasn't even 25 yet,but I was ready for the daddy duties, the late nights and early mornings, the doctor visits and all , I was ready for it all, once I had Natalia in my life everything would be okay, she was my everything and I will spend every day I'm alive letting her know that .