most of my mates have dropped me
didnt even text all the years ive known em and they didnt even bother to text me to say they just wont speak to me and probably never will
i have two best friends and one really important person left so i guess im not alone but yeah
im getting urges not even to hurt myself well that and to just not be here anymore i spent my whole like trying to make everyone love me and now they dont
im going to have to write a note just incase im not safe by myself anymore im scared of myself
see the reason why i wont just take back what i did is because i genuinely don't understand that what happened is so serious and if some of my friends still stand by me surely its not that fucking bad
idk if i had to cut them off id be in a worse state their the only person i can fucking talk to the only person whos truly been here for me the last few months, if i dont have them anymore i really dont think ill be here much longer and i already think that as it is
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iykwim
Non-Fictionreal and severe trigger warnings, im venting and telling the story of how i feel when i cant keep it to myself anymore. Please dont worry for me I will be okay and i have people who love me to pick me up when i get really bad but for now this is jus...
