MY BEST ADDICTION

Chapter 19

Riding the elevator, I was reminded of the first day I met Seth and felt nostalgic. After a stressful ride I was once again hit with nostalgia as I walked to the familiar office door. I knocked but got no response from him and decided to leave to the HR department to get my documents.
“Come in”, I heard and stopped in my tracks. God I missed that voice. I shook myself out of the trance I was about going into and straightened the invisible crumples on my clothes. I entered and looked around the office, nothing major had changed just a few minor things here and there. I guess his new assistant was doing better than I did.
“Good morning Mr. Simmons”, I greeted to which he hummed in response.
“You asked of me?”, I questioned and he hummed again. Now I was confused and was getting irritated at how he was behaving.
“If you aren’t going to say anything then I would like to excuse myself, I need to get my documents and leave for school”, I said holding the anger in. When he wasn’t saying anything I sighed and turned to leave.
“I have your documents”, he said stopping me in my tracks. I turned back and sat in one of the seat in front of him. For someone feeling the hurt from our last encounter I was doing well pretending I was fine seeing as my voice didn’t even waver the whole time I spoke to him. He signed the documents and gave them to me. I took them and tried my possible best to make sure our hands didn’t touch. I looked at him for the first time I entered his office and realized he still was very handsome but he seemed colder and different. I wasn’t sure if it was just my imagination and I wasn’t ready to ask him anything. I realized he kept on fumbling with the pen he held earlier and looked really deep in his thoughts.
“Do you have anything else to say?”, I asked since he looked like he wanted to say something but he shook his head.
“Okay. Thank you for signing my documents. Have a good day Mr. Simmons”, I said and stood up to leave without looking back because I knew if I did the strength I had was going to weaken. Just as I was about to open the door it was slammed shut and I felt a breath on my neck. I closed my eyes trying to calm myself and clenched my hands when it wasn’t working.
“What are you doing Mr. Simmons?”
“I’m sorry. I’m sorry Penny”, he said and placed his head against my nape holding onto my waist as if to stop me from leaving. A phone rang and I cursed because it destroyed the moment. He moved away from me and avoided my gaze. I ignored the call but the person didn’t back down. My phone rang again and I angrily answered it without looking at the name on it.
“What do you want?”, I said when I answered it.
“I’m sorry I didn’t know you were occupied”, he said and I moved the phone to check the name and sighed.
“I’m sorry Bryan. I didn’t check the name and I’m really busy now but is there anything you wanted?”, I said lowering my tone.
“I wanted to check if you were alright since you said you were going to call and you hadn’t. I also wanted to know if you still wouldn’t be able to join me for the movie later”, he said and I held my forehead.
“I’m fine and sorry but I can’t make it. I’ll be staying at home the whole weekend so I still can’t accompany you, maybe next time”, I said and saw Seth from the corner of my eyes frowning.
“Okay, see you on Monday then”, he said and I hang up sighing.
‘Maybe I really needed to talk to him about this to clear things up so he didn’t have any unnecessary hope’, I thought and put the phone away.
“Who is that? Your boyfriend?”, Seth asked and I looked at him and smiled inwardly at how jealous he sounded deciding to tease him a little.
“And what has that got to do with you? Do you remember the one who threw me away?”, I asked walking to his desk. Even though I was teasing him the truth was the truth and it still hurt that we ended the way we did.
“I’m happy for you if that’s the case and I hope he makes you happy”, he said composing himself again and I felt sad that he didn’t really mind if I was with someone else but shrugged it away after all things weren’t official between us in the first place, we just satisfied each other’s desires. A thought crossed my mind and suddenly feeling bold I walked to his side of the desk and pushed him away a little granting me enough access to his desk. I sat on his desk and pulled him to me and looked him in the eyes.
“Look me in the eyes and tell me to be with him again and I’m going to do just that. Everything we had between us will be between him and I. You won’t see or hear from me again and all you will hear from me is my wedding bells ringing”, I said bending to reach his level.
“What are you doing Penny?”, he said and I smirked. Being his assistant for three months made me know just which buttons to press to get a reaction from him and I knew I had him when he spoke. 
“What do you think sir?”, I whispered in his ears and kissed his neck lightly earning a grunt from him.
“You are playing with fire here Penny”, he said in a tight voice. I knew what I was doing wasn’t right since we had ended everything between us but I wanted him to feel the same frustration I felt because of him and also for him to get my point. I bit my lip when I saw his expression and felt parched all of a sudden and knew I was in trouble. I tried to move away from him but it was hard because I had caged myself from the beginning when I pulled him in earlier. His gaze roamed my face and he smirked at me when he realized what had happened. It was his fault for being this breath-taking and sexy that he caused these reactions wherever he went without even realizing it but my mistake was not realizing I was digging my own grave when I started this whole fiasco.
“Seth don’t….”, I started to say but all my words got swallowed when he kissed me. I wanted to push him away but I subconsciously pulled him to me and kissed him back. I missed this and I missed him and no matter how much he hurt me I couldn’t deny it. I pulled him more to me and heard a thud somewhere but we ignored it and continued what we were doing, it was as if we were trying to mold ourselves as one. He kissed along my jaw to my neck and lightly bit my soft spot leaving me breathless. I moved his head away from my neck looking directly into his eyes and traced his lips with my finger.
“Tell me to love another person again and all this shall be his”, I said referring to his earlier statement. How I was able to remember to say this again was a surprise as my thoughts were all mush.
“Never will I say that and never will you be his or anybody’s for that matter you are mine and mine alone, am I clear?”, he said seriously and I shivered when I saw the look in his eyes and heard the tone he used. I didn’t like being ordered around but anytime he did I felt weak in the knees and found myself ready to obey him.
He moved his hand from my waist and touched my face. I leaned into his touch and wanted to enjoy the warmth in his palm but he had other plans for me. He traced my lips with his finger and moved it along the front of my dress somehow managing to undo my buttons. I found myself stiffen wondering what he wanted to do. I calmed down when I remembered we were in his office and there was no way he would go the extreme, boy was I wrong.
“I am nobody’s not even yours”, I said answering him.
“Well we’ll see about that”, he said smiling against my lips and kissed me. Not only did he kiss me, he trailed my body along the path he made earlier and I shivered against him but this time he went further down to my skirt and I realized I made a mistake wearing a skirt today.
“Who do you belong to?”, he asked against my neck kissing it. I tried to gather my thoughts and answer him but he was distracting me with his kisses and touches. I held his hand trying to pause his movement and push him away but he bit my neck and a loud moan left my lips. I brought my hand to quieten myself but he continued his assault on my body.
“Who do you belong to?”, he asked moving his hand against my bare skin under my skirt and touched my mound causing me to gasp loudly.
“Please please”, I begged when he attacked my mound not knowing what I was begging for.
“Only if you answer me”, he said quickening his assault on my body leaving me tingling all over. “Will you be a good girl and answer my question?”, he whispered and I nodded hoping he answered my plea.
“So who do you belong to?”
“You, you, I belong to you only you”, I answered feeling the orgasm coming but he slowed his pace and I whimpered against him.
“Who am I? Who exactly do you belong to?”, he asked kissing the corner of my mouth while quickening his pace again.
“Seth and I belong to Seth and only Seth”, I said and he quickened his pace. I held onto him tightly feeling the orgasm coming again.
“Good girl. That’s my good girl”, he said and kissed me as if he knew what was coming next. That did it for me and I felt the long awaited orgasm welcome me.