F O R T Y - E I G H T
Warning: Contains violence and guns.
As I lay on my back, staring at the ceiling, tears kept falling. I felt completely helpless like I was drowning in sadness.
The memories of that night weighed heavy on me, and all I could do was cry, feeling lost and alone.
"Ano ba ang ginawa ko sa past life ko? Bat nangayari sa akin lahat ng ito?"
Tiningnan ko ang suot ko na damit kagabi na sinira na naman ni Bia kagabi.
Hindi ko alam kung paano ko pa nakakayanan ang pang bababoy niya sa akin, tuwing nag pupumilit at nag mamakaawa ako na pauwiin niya ako.
I couldn't stop asking myself how I could face Faye after everything.
It's been three days and I missed her so much, but the thought of facing her seemed unbearable.
I wanted to disappear, to vanish from the world, because what happened wasn't something I wanted or planned.
Napa ngiti ako ng mapait, simula nung party na iyon at ngayon ang pangatlong araw na hindi ko na nakikita ang pamilya ko.
Hinahanap pa ba nila ako?
Bat ang tagal naman nila dumating?
Hindi na ako bumangon pa para pag buksan ang kumatok dahil masakit pa ang buong katawan ko.
Bia entered the room with a proud smile, her eyes gleaming as she took in the sight of my skin, covered in red marks she had left.
Nakakadiri.
Her satisfaction was unmistakable, each mark a grim reminder of what had happened.
"You fell asleep on me, Elise. I wanted to experience what you've been through too. But we'll deal with it later. I know you're exhausted, especially after how wild things got last night."
Hindi ko na nagawang mag salita pa bagkos ay onti-onti ng bumuhos ang luha sa mga mata ko dahil sa takot na baka mangyari na naman ang na ganap kagabi.
Iniisip ko ngayon kung aware ba si Bianca sa mga ginagawa ni Bia sa akin? Kasi kung oo, bat hindi niya ako magawang tulungan man lang o pigilan man lang si Bia.
"Halika, I'll help you clean up. We have a visitor coming later," saad ni Bia sa akin, nag pumiglas ako pero mas malakas siya sa akin.
"Let me give you a shower."
Dahan-dahan niya ako dinala ako sa cr. Hindi ako makalaban ng halikan niya ako ng marahan at sinabi, "Let's not cover up those marks. They're a reminder of the intense moments we shared last night." At dahan-dahan na hinalikan ang mga ito.
"Demonyo ka." Na mas kinatawa niya.
"Maybe I'm a demon now, but later you'll be too. You'll bring the hottest night later with the help of my drug." Saad neto sa akin at iniwan ako sa cr.
"Hurry up and get dressed, the doctor is here, and we need to do the check-up soon."
"IVF will take about two weeks, involving hormone injections, monitoring, and several procedures. We'll begin as soon as you're ready." saad ng doctor sa kasama kong baliw na wagas kung makangiti ngayon.
"I'm eager to get started right away."
"But who will carry the baby?" Tanong ng doctor dito sa kanya.

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