Crossroads

Unexpected

Today was the day. The Blind Auditions were going to start. And the presentation of the four coaches. I was dead nervous. Not only because of the show..I didn't want to face Adam.

I arrived early to the set with my 'glam team' and I led them to my trailler. I had to start getting ready because I take forever with all the makeup, hair, clothes and everything.

Kristofer, my makeup artist, was doing his artwork on my eyes, when suddenly there was a knock on the trailler door.

"Christina?"

Someone asked from outside. It was Adam.
What did he want now?!

"Ignore that"

I told Kristofer.

"Okay"

He finished doing my makeup and I looked at the mirror. I loved it. He always did a good job.

"Thank you Kris, it's beautiful"

I told him.

"Your welcome sweetie"

After David did my hair, the only thing missing was my clothes. First I had to wear something for the 'I love rock n' roll' presentation. And then, something else for the blind auditions. Double stress to pick something to wear.

I took all my clothes off and put my bathrobe on and went outside my trailler to talk to Adam. As much as I didn't want to face him, it was better to talk to him as soon as possible.

He wasn't outside so I went to his trailler. I knocked on the door twice.

He opened the door and smiled at me.

"There you are beautiful"

"Adam..we need to talk"

I said with a very serious tone.

He stepped a side so I could enter to the trailler.
He closed the door.

"Tell me you have something under that bathrobe"

He said staring at my chest. No, I didn't have something below my bathrobe. Damn it, I shoud have worn something below this.

"What?! Are you kidding me?! I'm serious Adam"

"Me too"

He chuckled.

"Just...listen ok?! We're co-workers, I have a boyfriend, you have a girlfriend, why do you want to mess that up?"

"I didn't chose to like you. It just happened ok?! You're...YOU! How can somebody not like you? I'm sorry for feeling this way..but I can't change that"

He came closer enough to grab my hands..and continued talking.

"I have Behati, and I love her..but there's something about you...that makes me go nuts. Everytime I touch you..

He caressed my cheek with his fingers until he got to my lips and softly touched them with his thumb sending chills all over my body. How does he do that?!

I came back to earth and reacted taking his hand off my face.

"See?! You can't do this things! You make me...you make me weak! And I can't stand it. I love my boyfriend and I'm not going to let you do this things to me. Because it's not f.."

He grabbed my back and pulled me closer placing a kiss on my lips.
At first I wanted to push him away so bad, and punch him in the face for doing that.. but...I didn't. It took me a couple of seconds to kiss him back. I wasn't fighting anymore. It was like I had given up. I can't deny what's inside..as much as I want to.