Crossroads

I let you go

"Babe?..honey are you ok?..babe!"

I heard a voice that seemed like Matt's in the distance.

"Babe, are you ok?!"

He grabbed me and shook me.

I opened my eyes.

I looked at myself, I was wearing a bikini...not a dress like I had been wearing before. When I was with Adam. Was I so drunk that I forgot about the midnight thing he told me?

"Christina are you ok?"

He asked with a concerned face, like if something had happened to me.

"Yes..I'm fine..why?"

I said confused.

"Why?! Because you passed out while we were making out! The doctor said that it could happen sometimes. The third month is a hard time cause the baby is starting to take all your energy. So you need to eat more babe. I let you sleep for a while but it has been two hours since you've been asleep, so I got a little worried"

He said.

Wait a minute..

Oh..my..god

"Ok..you're saying that I was in here the entire time, laying in this bed?"

"Yes honey, but do you feel alright now?"

He caressed my hair.

Of course..I WAS DREAMING. That makes sense..I'm pregnant...I CAN'T DRINK. And I would never do anything to hurt my baby...Oh god. But it seemed so real. I DREAMED WITH ADAM. He kissed me. Oh no, why is he still stuck in my subconscious?! Damn it.

So let's see...I started dreaming way before Matt "passed out" because that wasn't real, he never fainted, I did. I must have started dreaming when we layed in bed cause I couldn't have had a glass of wine with Matt either..

I let out a deep sigh of relief knowing that all of it hadn't happened. It was only a bad dream. A really bad indeed.

I went back to Matt who was staring at me with a weird face.

I hadn't spoke in 4 minutes.

"Oh, I'm sorry I scared you babe, the weirdest thing happened..I was dreaming..That's why I wasn't waking up"

I said.

"And what was the dream about that you wouldn't let it go huh?"

He smirked.

"..I don't know, I can't remeber"

I whispered.

"What time is it?"

I asked Matty.

"Uhm..7"

"Great! Do you wanna go lay on the beach?"

I asked excited.

"Sounds amazing"

He smiled.