Crossroads

Remind me

•Adam's POV•

I wasn't going to see Christina in 2 months. Two fucking months. What am I going to do? After what happened...I might have feelings for her. God I want to see her.

I looked at the clock, it was 11pm. I can't sleep. I'm not even tired. I just..I wanna talk to Christina. I got up from bed and picked up my phone without waking Behati up.

I went down to the kitchen to take a glass of water. Should I just call her? Maybe she's sleeping.

Fuck it. I'll call her.

Answer, answer, answer. Wait...what am I going to say?! Why am I calling her?! Shit. Don't answer, don't answer!

"Adam?"

She answered. She had a sleepy voice. Of course she has a sleepy voice you dumbass! You woke her up!

I didn't answer.

FUCK. I don't know what to say. Say something c'mon. ANYTHING CAN WORK RIGHT NOW! Please Adam talk. Just make a sound. SPEAK! God have I forgotten how to talk?!

"Uhm..sorry for waking you up"

Finally. Something came out of my stupid mouth.

"Adam..what do you want?..it's 11pm for god's sake"

She whispered with an angry tone.

What do I want?! Haven't I made that pretty clear? I want HER.

"I'm sorry I just...needed to hear your voice"

There was a long silence.

Then I heard a noice, like if she was moving or walking.

"Adam, we can't do this. What we did was stupid and impulsive. And you know I'm right. That's why...we need to leave it behind"

Her voice sounded a little bit louder now.

"Are you telling me that there's not a single part of you that wants me? Just tell me that, and I won't bother you anymore"

I could hear her breathing through the phone.

"Goodnight Adam"

She whispered and hang off.

What was that?! Yes or no?!  Are you kidding me? She can't do this to me!

I went back to bed and layed.

You know what?! Fuck Christina. She thinks she can have me whenever she wants and then she tells me to forget about all of it? What is wrong with her?! What happened between us was real. At least it was for me.

Behati woke up.

"Babe..are you awake?"

She whispered.

"Yeah, did I wake you? Sorry.."

I leaned to give her a peck. I don't know what to do man. I like Behati..a lot...but there's nothing compared to what I feel for Christina.

•Christina's POV•

When I heard his voice over the phone, I felt shivers and my body froze. And when he told me to say to him that there isn't a single part of me that wants him..I couldn't. I actually was about to say it but..the words didn't come out of my stupid mouth. I wanted to say it so bad.

That would've proved that I'm over him. But I'm not. And I hate it.

I had to hang up. I couldn't keep hearing his voice.

I had the best time with Matt yesterday. I know he really loves me and cares about me, so why am I not happy with just that?! Because I'm not entirely happy. I feel that. I know me. And for some reason I'm not happy.

I looked at the clock. It was 12 pm. I've been laying in bed, staring at the ceiling, for 1 hour.

This isn't normal.

I think I have woken up Matt...crap

"Are you ok baby?"

He whispered.

"Yup..I just can't sleep"

He put his arm around my body so I could lay on his chest. He started caressing my hair. I love when he does that.

"There must be something that is worrying you, just let it go"

He said kissing my forehead.

If only I could just LET IT GO.

"Thank you"

I whispered.

When he fell asleep again I slightly removed my body from his embrace to reach my phone.

I wrote

Need to talk to you. ASAP.

And pressed send to Adam.

I was ready to talk to him. But really talk now.

My phone buzzed.

Well that was fast..is he still awake? I opened his text.

Can't sleep either? What about..right now?

Shit..right..one hour has passed since he called me..he will know I couldn't sleep.

What?! Like tonight?

I texted.

He replied fast again.

Pick you up in 5. Just change clothes fast!

WHAT?! What's wrong with him? I can't just leave my house at this hour of the night.

Are you crazy?!

I pressed send.

Maybe. You said ASAP. This is it.

He answered.

Crap. I slightly got up from bed without waking up Matt again.
I'm gonna kill Adam.

I put on the first clothes I saw, tied up my hair in a bun and quickly put on mascara and red lipstick.

My phone buzzed. I checked it. Text from Adam.

I'm outside.

I grabbed my purse and slightly walked to the door. When I opened it, he was standing in front of his car. Why is he so damn hot? Jeez.

"You are crazy Adam Levine"

I told him getting in the car.

"You agreed to do this..technically we both are"

I sighed.

"Well..where are we going?"

I asked.

"If I tell you it wouldn't be fun at all"

He turned to look at me and smiled.

"I forgot how annoying you are"

I chuckled.

"You know you missed me"

He smirked.

I didn't answer. This is not good at all. I shouldn't have agreed to this. Guess it's too late.