Crossroads

One last time

(🎶-start music now)

•Adam's POV•

I can't process the fact that Christina is pregnant. She can't be..that would mean that she loves him. And not me.

I thought she felt something for me..

I know deep down she does. I see it in her eyes. She is not entirely happy. The sparkle she always had in her eyes, when she looked straight into my eyes...it wasn't there.

Just the thought of her having a family with another guy makes me go nuts. The thought of him touching her warm skin..and her soft hair makes me wanna kill him. I can't stop picturing her with him. GOD. I miss her. I miss the old days when we just layed on the couch of her trailler and I gazed at her. She is so beautiful. I miss the taste of her lips, and how her hand caressed my hair with such tenderness. I would give up everything just to have her in my arms one last time.

I love her. And I can't let her go...not again.

•Christina's POV•

How am I supposed to move on from Adam if he makes it this hard?!
What he said to me...it changed everything.

He bought that stupid ring for me and the fact that it's on another girl's finger makes me furious. I shouldn't be..I know.

What can I do if the next two hours in the set I'll be just two meters away from him?

I won't be able to handle him.
I'm pregnant dude! I'm extra emotional. He can't do this to me right now. It's not fair.

-Later on set...

"Coach Adam, what an emotional performance your contestants gave. Unfortunately..it's time for you to pick a winner"

Carson said.

"Uhm..yeah I know! I felt it guys. I felt your pain..and right now that's something that I'm dealing with..so I can relate with that song a lot"

Oh god. Tell me he didn't say that. Did Adam just say that he's in pain?! Really?

Crap. Did he just give me a look?
If he's trying to make me feel bad, he's failing. He made me feel a hundred times worse at that party. He humiliated me in front of her stupid "fiance" or "girlfriend" or whatever the hell she is to him now.

Trully, I don't care at all.

I didn't even heard what he said later.

All I know is that I got up from my big red chair when a guy shouted:

"That's a wrap!"

I stood up and headed to the exit door. I wanted some fresh air.

I got out and took a deep breath closing my eyes.

I felt a hand on my shoulder.
I knew it was him..but I didn't move.

"Do you want me to say I'm sorry?"

I said still not turning around, I was staring at the floor.

"No..I'm the one who made a mistake. I always make mistakes. But letting you go was my biggest one. Letting you walk out that door in the party and not running after you was the biggest mistake I've ever made in my entire existence. You must hate me..and I don't blame you"