Hello again (Tommy Lee Fanfiction)

Ch2 Meeting Nikki and trying to save him

******All warnings apply some reference to drug use.

When I went back to California, I was 17. I had grown into a woman now. I had long blonde hair and wanted to be a model like every other teenage girl. Steve and Phil would tell me I could be anything I wanted to be if I set my mind to it. Phil had stopped drinking, but Steve was growing worst. He felt like he lost his best friend which in a way he did. Phil was his drinking buddy.

He tried to find reasons why he had to drink. Mainly using Rick's car accident as an excuse once. We all almost fell apart when Rick lost his arm. Anyway I was on my way to the states to support the guy's tour again. It was the first time they would be on tour since Rick's accident. At least in the states anyway. They were doing the monsters of rock tour and Motley Crue was part of that tour.

I ran into Tommy again but neither one of us recognized each other at that time. Plus he was too busy with girls, parties and Steve to really notice me. As far as me I was busy working. I was trying to ignore their little parties. Joe came up to me as I was messing with the sound board. "Want me to test the mic's for you?"

I ignored Joe hearing Steve laugh. I was a little mad because I felt he was ignoring the fact Steve had a drinking problem. Everyone knew and he should have been in rehab not on the road but then again, they really couldn't keep him in rehab. "Joe, why don't you go spend some time with your wife instead of bothering me while I work."

He stormed off and I finished what I was doing. Later that night after the show I walked the streets of LA again. It felt like old times. I kept thinking maybe I would run into Tommy again. I had no idea I already did because I really didn't know who he was. I thought he was just a young man that I helped in the streets. We both had grown since then and changed.

Anyway as I walked this man came running out of an old building screaming, "I KILLED NIKKI SIXX. Uh god I killed him." Suddenly there were people all around wondering what was going on. I went into the building and seen a guy hitting another guy with a bat screaming at him.

I grabbed the bat and he ran out. The man that was on the ground reminded me of Tommy. So I thought it was Tommy. "Tommy uh god hang on darling. Tommy, T-bone wake up." I got down by him feeling he had no pulse. "Uh god." I got on him and started doing CPR until the ambulance came which wasn't long.

They came and took off with him. I followed them to the hospital still thinking it was Tommy. When they got to the hospital, I seen they brought out Tommy which really was Nikki with a sheet over him. "No." I ran into the ER following them.

"Miss I'm sorry. He's dead. He didn't make it." They said to me. I started crying and all of sudden he just sat up making a few people scream and faint. He ripped the stuff off him and I threw my arms around his neck. "Oh, Tommy, I thought you were dead."

"I'm not Tommy. Shit." He unhooked my arms pushing me back a little and walked out of the hospital. I sat there a few seconds and then ran after him.

"WAIT."

"Do you have a car?" He said stopping and looking at me. "Didn't think so. My name is Nikki." He started walking again. I followed him behind until he came upon some girls that were crying. "Do you have a car? I need a ride home man."

"Oh my god Nikki. You're alive." One said jumping up and hugging him.

"Of course I'm alive. What is with everyone?"

"Their saying you're dead all over the radio. That you over dosed. Nikki, please tell us you won't do drug anymore."

"I won't. Now will you please just take me home?" So they took him home. I ended up following them. When I got out Nikki stopped at his front door. He turned to me and said, "What do you want from me?"

"You look like Tommy so much."

"Yeah, so I been told. That's why we're the terror twins. Look I just had a really bad night and I'm tired."

"You should get some help."

"And you should go home little girl. Go play with your dolls or something."

"I'm not a little girl. I'm 17 and I..."

"Look just leave me alone ok. It's none of your business."

"Just tell me where I can find Tommy and I'll leave you alone."

He sighed, "Alright come in. Let me get cleaned up and maybe some sleep and I'll call T for you. It's late so he's probably passed out somewhere with his wife."

"Wife?"

"Yes, wife." He looked at me a few seconds. "You're British. You have no idea who T or I are do you?"

"Not really. I mean I met Tommy when I was 12."

"You're the little girl he told me that helped him. Dude. Uh damn. Come on you can stay in my spare bedroom."

"I 'ave to call my brother and tell him I'm ok." He grabbed my hand and yanked me into the house. He went to his answering machine. I forgot to say it was close to Christmas this time around. He changed his message and then handed me the phone. He went into the bathroom
as I called Phil at the hotel. He answered all upset. "Philip."

"Jasmine where the 'ell are you?"

"I think I'm in Beverly Hills."

"What? Why the 'ell are you there? We've been worried sick."

"Where is she?" I heard Rick in the background and Phil shhed him.

"I ran into an old girlfriend dat needed some help. So since its late she's letting me stay the night."

"Well your arse better be in the hotel lobby by morning. You got a job to do."

"Yeah about dat. I no longer want to work with you. There's too much stuff going on."

"And just what are you going to do about a job. You know I pulled strings to get you this."

"I know but I can't work with Joe anymore. Plus, you're starting to sound like da."

"Jaz your 17 years old and still a minor."

"Yeah until next year. Look don't worry about me. I'll get another job."

"What about a place to live huh?"

"Philip I can take care of meself." About that time, I heard glass break in the bathroom and a thump. "I got to go me girlfriend is really sick." I hung up on him and went to the bathroom as Nikki's phone rang off the hook. "Nikki are you alright in there? Nikki?"

"Hey you reach Nikki Sixx. I can't come to the phone right now because I'm dead." The machine said beeping. I heard a few No's with crying and moaning on the machine as I banged on the door.

"Nikki?" As I knock on the door it was loose enough and old enough to open by itself. I seen he was passed out on the bathroom floor with the needle still in his chest and one dangling on his arm with blood around it. "Uh mate. You need some serious help." I went to touch the needle, and he grabbed my hand before I could touch it. His dirty black fingers pressed deeper into my wrist applying so much pressure that his fingers left bruises on me.

I had to pry his hand off, but he wouldn't let me go. He mumbled, "Leave me alone."

"I would if you would let me go." Finally, his hand dropped. I sighed. "I hope you'll forgive me for this one day but it's for your own good lad." I looked around and then heard Tommy's voice on the answering machine. I recognized the voice plus he said it was T-bone.

I picked up the phone. "T-bone."

"Who's this?"

"Jasmine."

"Jasmine. JJ. Oh my god girl. What are you doing in Nikki's house?"

"Well, I thought he was you."

"Well, I look a little different but not much."

"Nikki's passed out on the floor of his loo. He looks like he needs some help."

"Where?"

"His loo." I sighed. "Bathroom."

"Oh, don't worry about it. I'm on my way over with Doc, we'll get him some help." He hung up and I went to the bathroom again. I got a glass of ice water from the kitchen before I went back to the loo.

I waited a little. Then quickly yanked the needle out of his chest and then dumped the water on him. He jumped yelling. "ARGH. ARE YOU CRAZY YOU FUCKING BITCH?" He went to jump up at me, but I took off running before he could grab me. He ran right into the door of the loo.

He was down and out again. Before I left the house, I looked at him again. "Forgive me." I ran out grabbed the hose and went back in the house again and turned it on. I sprayed him with the hose.

He sat up screaming, "STOP YOU CRAZY SLUT. Are you trying to drown me?"

"No I'm trying to save you." I turned off the hose and he pulled out the needle from his arm.

"Do you have any idea who I am girl? I'm going to sue."

"Then sue her." Tommy said coming in with another guy. They both took Nikki out kicking and screaming. Then Tommy came back in and looked at me. "You." He said to me staring at me. "Your, Your..."

"Married? You're married?" I said.

"Your Phil's sister?" Tommy said.

We stared at each other for a bit longer until the other guy came in. "T-bone come on. Nikki's only going to be knocked out for 20 minutes tops."

"You knocked him out. Oh man. He is going to so kill us. Go home Jasmine. Thanks for helping." He walked out finally mumbling to himself. I had no idea he was the drummer from Motley Crue. I couldn't believe I didn't recognize him but then again, I really didn't listen to Motley Crue much.

I sighed and picked up the phone. I called the hotel and Steve picked up Phil's phone. "Steven?"

"JJ, hey luv. Do you want me to get Phil? He's been worried sick about you."

"No. 'Ave you been drinking tonight?"

"Not yet why? Jazz you know..."

"Would you come pick me up?"

He was quiet and then said, "Where are you luv?"

I looked around and seen a bill with Nikki's address on it. I picked it up and gave him the address. "I'll be there in 20 minutes." I heard Melvin say. I could only guess Steve had been drinking since Melvin took the phone from him. Anytime Melvin was around one could only assume Steve was drunk.

So that was the first time I met Nikki and found out who Tommy really was. Melvin sent a limo out to pick me up. Phil and Joe were sitting in the limo with their arms crossed. They just gave me the evil disappointed look for about 20 minutes and then they both gave me the third degree.

"'Ave you flipping lost your mind..." Phil said starting it. I sighed and stared out the window ignoring them until we got to the hotel. As we walked in the lobby Phil said, "And as your punishment you are going back to London first thing in the morning."

I just hung my head and walked into the lift. (Elevator) As they walked me down the hall I seen Rick pop his head out. "And to make sure you don't go anywhere again. Melvin and Donald are going to be outside your door for the rest of the night." Joe said.

I looked at Rick as I went in the room. His room joined with mine. I sat on the bed for a while once Phil closed the door. I heard Phil and Joe talking but their voices were muffled. I heard a tap on the joining door. "JJ, Jazzy open the door luv." I sat there on the bed and covered my face. "Jasmine come on luv. Talk to me. What 'appended?"

Ijust started to sob quietly covering my face and then laid on the bed. I put the pillow over my face and scream. I wanted to get the image of Nikki out of my head. I couldn't believe I could care for someone I didn't know but my mind couldn't help but wonder if Nikki was alright. As I laid there, I thought to myself that come hell or high water I was going to do everything I could to try to help Steve. But I had no idea that no matter what you do that you can't help someone
that doesn't want to be helped.