Hello again (Tommy Lee Fanfiction)

Ch33 Betrayal Jasmine's story

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Jasmine- I don't know why but when I seen that article about Pam and Tommy I flipped out. I believe it was because I felt he loves her. Actually I know he did. He always was telling everyone on TV and everywhere that he still loved her. I know she gave him his sons and all but I felt like a fool.

I mostly felt like my heart was breaking into a thousand pieces. I trusted him when he said he wanted to commit to me. When I laid on the pull out in the studio my head started hurting and I felt sick to my stomach. "Uh fuck. Jasmine." I heard Nikki come in from the guest house. "Jazz."

"In here." I said with my arm on my forehead. He came in, "Don't turn on the light me head hurts." His leg hit the pull out. "Watch the bed."

"Uh too late. Shit." He sat on the foot of the bed. "What are you doing in here?"

"It's where I ended up at after Tony made sure I got the first copy of Star."

"Star as in the gossip mag?"

"Dat would be it. Seems Pam and Kid rock are over and Tommy is comforting her. He even came home late with her lip stick on his lips."

"Oh. Honey I'm sure they are making it..."

"No he loves her. Always has, always will. I'm really tired and I don't feel good. I just want to be left alone."

"Are you sure?"

"Ahe."

"If you want to talk, I'm always here to listen." He left and 30 minutes later Tommy came in naked and wet.

When he called me by my full name I kissed him. "I'm sorry I know we agreed things wouldn't change between us but..." He pulled me back down to his lips.

"No. I said I wanted to commit to you and I meant it. Look I had a weak moment when Pam kissed me but I swear to you nothing happened between us. I love you Jasmine Lynn Collin Lee Bass."

"Say it again." He said it again softly and we started to make out until we heard Aphrodite yell,

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING? WHERE'S ME DADDY?"

I had a feeling Nikki was at the cracked door. Tommy stayed still inside of me. We were in a spoon position. "I'll get her. Don't move I'll be right back."

By then I was too tired to argue with him. He took off and then I heard him half yell at Nikki. I couldn't help but fall asleep. "Jazz are you ok?" I heard Tommy.

"I don't feel so good." I remember saying. The next morning, I found a note from him on the fridge saying he took the girls to his mother's so I could have some rest. I spent that day in my big, nice garden tub relaxing. I couldn't help but love Tommy even more for that. I rubbed my stomach and closed my eyes wishing he was with me, but I knew he had to work.

On Nikki's birthday December 11 I went out to Canada to give him a gift I got for his birthday and to wish him a happy birthday. The gift was trying to sweet talk Donna into being the gift. I had to do a lot of talking. When she refused, I gave her an ear full. "You know what you are such a stuck-up Hollywood bitch. Does most everyone dat lives here end up becoming snobs?"

"How dare you? You don't know what he put me through."

"It doesn't matter because when you get married it's for better or worst. In sickness and health Donna. What the 'ell is 'tis shit irreconcilable differences? Dat it's a Hollywood cope out."

"HE WANTED IT! OK." She shouted. "He wanted the divorce not me. I just agree to it because we became passing ships in the night. You know I don't know why your still with Tommy. He will always run back to Pam."

"And Nikki will always run back to you."

"No, he won't. He'll run to you." She slapped her hand over her mouth and then started crying. "You take the good with the bad. And no matter what he'll go to you for that. I'm sorry about Pam. If Tommy runs to Pam, he is a moron."

"Donna it's his birthday. I've been watching 'em these past few months and when he's there it's like he's empty."

"Well, he should have thought about that before he took a drink. I'm sorry I'm not going. Maybe one day but not now." So, I ended up getting him something else. Actually I couldn't think of anything to get him, so I ended up making him some homemade cupcakes from scratch. Before I left out Athena called me and told me she took the girls from mom so she could spend some time with them.

Anyway I went to Canada and made it 20 minutes before show time. I went to Nikki's dressing room and put the tray of cupcakes down along with a card. I went out in the hall running into Nikki. "Uh sorry. Uh what you doing here? You didn't have to come out here."

"I brought you some birthday cupcakes. I put 'em in yer dressing room." He kissed me on the checks.