Hello again (Tommy Lee Fanfiction)

Ch3 First love, first time and first heartbreak

********All warnings apply alcohol abuse and smut warnings

The next morning, they took me to the airport. I didn't say a word to them. When I went back home, I ignored any letters or phone calls from them expect from Steve and Rick. Mostly Rick though. On my 18th birthday, September 25, 1989, I was walking the streets of London like
I always did.

"Jasmine." I heard Steve's voice yell. I stopped and looked around. I seen Steve and he was running to me. "Jasmine." He embraced me holding me tight and I put my arms around him. "It's so good to see you luv."

"What are you doing here?"

He pulled back from me. "You turn 18 today so where else would I be? Come on lets go celebrate luv."

"Stev..." He put his fingers on my lips.

"Ap. I 'ave a surprise for you. Just for once let me give you a present." He grabbed my face with both hands and his lips met mine. I felt his tongue on my lips and opened my month to let it in. I
felt flutters in the pit of my stomach as his tongue touched mine. His hands let go of my face and went to my back pressing me against him.

'Oh god.' I thought to myself. My hands pressed on his butt and it felt like time stood still for us. It was my first passionate kiss and I felt so much more than I ever felt before. He slowly pulled
back from me. His blue eyes stared at me. I shock a little suddenly feeling nervous.

He cleared his throat. "Shall we go?" I took his hand and when we started to walk off I heard a phone ring. I kept thinking no this can't be a dream. "Jasmine I 'ave a confession to make to you but first you 'ave to wake up."

I jumped up seeing I was in my bedroom. I grabbed the phone growling. "Ello."

"Jaz." It was Rick. "They committed Steve last night. You got to come before they hurt him. Luv I really feel that if you don't Joe will..."

"Where is he?"

"Jameson rehabilitation center. He..."

"I know. Rick how am I..."

"It's taken care of luv. Just met me at the airport."

I went to the airport and when I walked in Rick, Sav and Steve yelled surprise. They had balloons in their hands and boxes wrapped in birthday paper. I covered my mouth showing a surprise look which I actually was. The three of them said, 'Happy birthday luv' together.

"You guys." They hugged me and then took me to a pub. When Sav offered Steve a drink I grabbed Steve's arm. "I feel like dancing. Let's go tear up the dance floor Stephen."

"I can't dance luv. Jasmine stop." I dragged him to the dance floor. "Jaz."

"All you 'ave to do is follow me lead." I grabbed his hips and started running my hands through his hair. I started to dirty dance with him. Then we started to slow dance. "Steve, I think I'm in lov with you."

He stared at me and then grabbed my hand. He took me out the back way. I heard Rick say, "Where'd Steve go?"

"Jasmine dragged 'em on the dance floor. Don't look now mate but look who just walked in the door." I heard Sav say before the door closed. They were sitting at the bar and by the side door we went out.

Steve held my hand taking me through the alley to the front of the pub. He hailed a cab down and we got in. He looked at me a bit and told the driver, "1472 Manor please." Again, he stared at me. "You can't love me. We barely know each other."

"Steve, I've known you since I was 11."

"But how?"

"I don't know." We pulled up to this nice flat. (Small two-story home or apartment.) "Where are we?"

"My new home."

"But..."

"Jasmine I 'ave a confession to make to you." He took my hands in his. "I...I... bought this for your birthday present." He said stuttering and then handed the cab driver the money.

"Then why didn't you just tell me at the pub?"

"Because your brother and Joe walked in and to be honest with you, I'd rather give it to you in private." He got out of the cab and helped me out. We stood at the door and he handed me the keys. I closed my hand around his.

"Swear to me you'll finish rehab and come live with me here. I won't take it unless I can share it with you."

"Why me?" I stepped on my tip toes a little and kissed him. He grabbed my face like he did in my dream only this time the kiss was more real and more passionate. His strong arms went up under my legs and he swept me off them. He let me unlock the door and as he carried me in he said, "I swear to finish rehab when the tour is over and will come live with you then if you swear, you'll finish college."

"It's a deal." He kicked the door shut and carried me upstairs. The place was furnished and he laid me down on the bed that was upstairs. He started kissing me all over taking my clothes off as he went along.

He stood up and looked at me. "You 'ave grown into a beautiful young woman. You sure you want to do this luv?"

"Yes." He took off his pants and then his shirt. I sat up covering my mouth from shock. "Uh Steven you're so pale and thin." He got on the bed on his knees in front of me. He was so thin you could see his ribs.

He slowly pushed me back down on the bed when his mouth latched on my breast. I didn't know if he had been drinking but I didn't care at the moment. I felt maybe he was sober. I didn't know he had been sober for a few days tops until he told me before he went in between my legs.