Hello again (Tommy Lee Fanfiction)

Ch35 A granted wish/Making amends Tommy's story pt2

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Tommy- Anyway as I was saying Steve showed me this example of these girls dragging me off somewhere. "Hey Nikki, would you take Jazz out? She really needs to get out." I said before they dragged me off. "She really needs to have a good time so make sure she has one."

"Sure T." Nikki went to the house later that night. He rang the bell and Jasmine pressed the intercom. I felt like I was watching something from Pulp Fiction only Jasmine was pregnant and didn't do drugs. He took her out to a club and they did a twist contest. At the end of the night he kissed her and then they ended up falling down on the couch until Jasmine said,

"Stop. I can't. Nikki no offense yer really sweet and all but don't you think yer rushing things a little. Besides I'm married now." She said getting up when he got off her.

"Your right. I can't help myself. I got lost in the moment. You really love him don't you?"

"Yes."

"You know he..."

"Yes, I know. We agreed marriage wouldn't ruin things."

"So he can be around all those girls doing lord knows what with them and you..."

"Nikki please don't. I trust 'em. He told me he was serious about commitment but we still 'ave an open marriage. I loved you once, but you made yer choice to go back to Donna which is fine with me but with Tommy it's more than love between us."

"There she said it." I said and when I looked at Steve he sighed.

"Alright Mr. Lee seems yer da put in a word for you. Wish what yer heart really desires and I shall grant it."

"I wish everything was back to the way it was and I was back in the room staring at the bag again."

"So be it." He snapped his fingers. "And don't forget I'm watching you." He vanished and I was back in the room drunk again staring at the bag of heroin which I thought was coke. Just as my drunken mind snapped out of it Nikki busted through the door and slapped the bag out of my hand. "What the hell do you think your doing? No one is worth killing yourself over man. This is Heroin not coke."

"I know." I said and grabbed it from him. I lit my lighter and set the bag unfire and tossed it out the hotel window. "Dude I'm sorry." Nikki sat on the bed in the room and I sat by him. "Tell me the truth man. Do you want Jasmine, or do you love her?"

"Sure I love her as a friend man. She's been there for us both when others would just run or thrown us away, but your friendship is more important than sex. She doesn't deserve me just fucking her. She deserves to be loved, respected and treated like a lady which is what you do. You know Rick told her what happened. She told him it didn't matter anymore."

We sat there a bit and I fell on the bed still a bit drunk. "Uh man. I have got to stop drinking so much. I had this weird thing happen. I wished I never met her and Steve made it happen. It was horrible. You and her got married in 1991 and had seven kids with twins on the way."

Nikki fell on the bed next to me. "Uh dude that sounds like that would sober anyone up. Damn nine kids. Uh five is enough dude."

"Yeah tell me about it."

"By the way we have 20 minutes before our last show. Why don't you try to get a hold of her one more time and tell her you want to spend Christmas with her and the girls?" I bolted up and we went to where we were doing the last show. This is when I told everyone I was married to her. I tried and tried to call her again still no answer. "Dude come here a second." Nikki said opening my dressing room door. I turned off my phone and got up. We went out towards the stage. "Look."

"What?" I said looking around. He moved his head towards the crowd. "What?" He got behind me put his hands on my head and pointed it to where the mixing board was. Our sound crew was crap lately and when I looked, I seen Jasmine sitting there talking. "But how..."

"Sometimes a good nightmare makes you realize things and a little night of being away from each other makes the love stronger." He said putting his arms around me from behind still. "That and having a brother drag her jealous pregnant ass out of bed and making Pam talk to her helps to. When I say brother, I mean me not her bother."

"I know that."

"Alright love bird's show time." I turned to Nikki and we stared at each other for a second. I wanted to hug him but instead we did our brother thing with the hands. I could tell you but then I'd have to kill you. So right before we were going to do Glitter I came out from behind the drums.

"I'd like to thank the woman behind the sound board tonight for an awesome job. Mrs. Jasmine Collen Lee my beautiful pregnant wife stand up and take a bow for doing a better job than the old sound crew." I said and everyone got quit staring at me and then looked around whispering. Jasmine sat there shaking her head no at me. "Jasmine is Phil Collen from Def Leppard's sister. Come on Jazz stand up." She stood up and the light shined on her. "I'd like to dedicate the next song Glitter to my wife Jasmine. I love you."

I blew her a kiss and she sat down covering her face. So that was how I did it and made amends with her. After the show I seen her waiting for me backstage with Phil and Tony. I went to say something, but he said "I been a bad manager, but I'd like a second chance. Sharon can't manage you and Ozzy."

"I'llthink about it as long as I don't get bothered during the holidays." Jasminecame up to me and stood there fidgeting with her hands. "I'm sorry."We both said at the same time and then hugged. Before I left to go home with her,I had a TV interview and that was when I said it on national TV. Especiallywhen I was asked about Pam. "You know I'm really tired of being askedabout Pammy. I've said all I can say about her. We're friends and share twowonderful boys together and that's it. We've moved on with our lives. I'vegotten remarried last year and she's the love of my life now."