Hello again (Tommy Lee Fanfiction)

Ch9 Making love out of nothing

******All warnings apply smut

So finally, years later I had Tommy back in my house and he's kissing me passionately. I had tried numerous times to get his attention, to notice me or even look at me again the way he did that night I first met him. I never thought about it but I had a crush on him since that night I met him when I was 11 1/2.

Now here it was in September of 2000. Rick was going to be getting remarried to a woman he knew from years ago. I think they met when he was 20 before his accident. I'm not sure. I was very close to both Ricks, so they were like brothers to me. Joe and I never really were all that close and for a long time I blamed him for Steve's death but meeting Nikki and becoming close friends with him he made me see it wasn't anyone's fault but Steve's.

Anyway here I was almost 18 years later having the most passionate electrifying kiss I ever had with a man I admired from afar. It just felt like sparks ignited between us as he pressed me against the wall in the hall.

No words were spoken between us and it almost felt like we had been together for many years. I thought to myself this might be what Rick, Phil and Nikki were talking about when they told me that when you find the person your meant to be with you'll know. There's no words to describe it. You just instantly know that you belong to that person male or female.

I don't think Tommy felt that at the time though. At the time he was going through a lot of things. He was at a point in his life he didn't know what he really wanted. Pam was nailing him in court, a few fans were also trying to target him with lawsuits, pauperizes, he had anger management issues he was trying to deal with and on top of everything Pam was trying to nail him in the press.

To me it seemed anything to keep the spotlight on her. Anyway I felt more alive than I felt before. Tommy swept me off my feet and carried me to the closes thing which was the couch. When he laid on top of me and started to remove my clothes, at first, I freaked out as a flash back of Charlie hit me full force.

"No stop. Uh god." Tommy looked at me as I started hyperventilating. "Uh god no. No. No. I can't. I won't go through this again."

He sat up on the couch in front of me and brushed my bangs back. He said very softly, "Don't be afraid of me. I won't hurt you." His big brown puppy dog eyes stared at me almost lovingly and full of lust. "I remember that day now. My girlfriend at the time beat the crap out of me and I ran to get away from her. You know that night staying in your hotel room probably saved my life because I heard she was looking for me with a loaded gun. You've grown into such a beautiful woman. Someone hurt you bad, didn't they?"

"Yeah the lawyer dat was defending you."

"Charlie?" I just blinked at him. "Oh man. Dude, that explains why you stopped coming to see me in jail. I tried to ask Nikki but all he told me was you went on vacation."

"I did, sort of. Phil took me to Pairs and then on part of their summer tour."

"You know it always seems that we keep running into each other. Maybe fate is trying to tell us something." He slid his fingers through mine so that he was now holding my hand. I pushed him down on the couch and took his clothes off. Every so often he'd moan or curse his approval, but the size of his cock caught me by surprise a little.

"I'm still new at this."

"It's ok, I'll guide you if you want." I caught him and myself by surprise when I took him to the hilt in my mouth. He grabbed at my hair with both hands. "Holy fuck. No one's ever taken him all the way in their mouths before. I mean she came close a few times but never all the way. Uh fuck." I pressed my fingertip under his balls pressing on his g-spot which is located right about there on a man.

I think I did a better job and unlike Nikki he came in my mouth holding me still as he came. He tasted a little sweet and salty, but I drank ever bit of him as he thrashed.

Finally, he pulled me up to his lips. "Holy fuck girl. It's like you read my fucking mind." Soon he stripped me and went down on me. He was all over the place and he made me cum faster than before when he hit my g-spot over and over.

After a while he slid up on me kissing every inch of me from my feet which he spent a good 10 minutes on up to my lips. I couldn't help but run my hands down his back admiring his tattoo there. He slid his hands in mine as his sex slid into my sex. Soon he set a rhythm with me.

"Uh my god it's like you're built for me. Normally I'm too big."

"Uh Tommy. Tell me I'm not dreaming?"

"You're not dreaming baby. Uh fuck." When I dug my nails in his back his rhythm picked up and I felt like I was with Steve again. Only there was more power to it. Our rhythm matched the beating of our hearts and for the first time I moaned out loud.

"Uh." We both came at the same time and after a while of resting in each other's arms we got up and went to the shower. There in the shower we made love again feeling up on each other's bodies. Then we ended up in the bed with me on top of him which drove him insane seeing that I could take all of him inside of me without hurting or complaining.

After a few hours during foreplay, we both fell asleep in each other's arms. The next morning, I jumped out of the bed hearing the phone ring. "Ah bullocks." I grabbed the phone running in the living room because I didn't put a phone in the bedroom yet. "I overslept. Tell Rick I'm on me way." It was Joe but he didn't have to say hello or anything. I knew it was him. I was going to be late to Ricks wedding and Lori his new bride wanted me to be her bride's maid.

I ran to the loo grabbing the dress and jumped in the shower to get the smell of sex off me. I dressed after I took a shower and went to the bedroom. "Tommy." I shook him and he mumbled. "Tommy, I got to go. Rick is getting married and I'm running a bit late. I'll see you later."

"Mm." He mumbled rolling over and made a kissy face. I kissed him and took off driving like mad to get out to this wine field they were having it at somewhere in the valley, I think. Anyway, it was a lovely ceremony. It was a Native American ceremony. Turns out I wasn't really late because the ceremony was at dusk. When I got home, Tommy was in the shower.

He came out with a towel around his waist. "How was the wedding?" He said looking at me.

"Different. They had a shaman bless them and then Anita asked me when I'd settle down. Phil said never if he had anything to say about it."

"Ok." He cleared his throat a little.

"Don't mind me. Relatives, all they ever think about is marriage. If you're not married by a certain age, you're considered a spinster."

"Mm I know what you mean." He put on a pair of pants and grabbed his socks to sit down putting them on. "My mom is Greek so all they ever think or talk about is getting married and making Greek babies and food. Kind of Italian if you think about it. Family, got to love them though." He put his shirt on.

I stood there leaning against the door frame. "You know you look more like a man with the haircut." He stood up and looked at me. "When I first met you, I thought you were a girl."

"There's a party tonight would you like to come with me?"

"I'm not ready to go to parties yet."

"Ok well I got to go." He went to the door and I sighed hearing it shut. I went to the kitchen to make something to eat. I picked up the phone when it rang.

"So how did your date go?" It was Donna.

"Well, he showed up at the restaurant dressed like OJ or some disco dancer. I take it you had something to do with the date?"

"Mm maybe. A little bird told me you liked Tommy for a long time. So what happened? I want details girl."

"Uh well dinner was interrupted because I forgot about Rick's party. Dat was a disaster when the press and fans noticed Tommy. They were all over him. Well, I got mad at Viv when he grabbed me. Then I went home and he followed me."

"That's it?"

"Well, I'm not going to say anything, but the sparks flew between us."

"So where is he now?"

"He went to a party. Uh Donna, I want to go to a club so bad and dance but I'm so scared."

"It's understandable. You did go through a lot the past year. Guess what?"

"What?" I said sitting on the couch with a plate of food.

"I'm finally pregnant."

"Argh dat's great. I bet Nikki's excited."

"Excited isn't the word..." As Donna was talking, I had no idea Tommy was still in the house. He had been behind me listing the whole time.

"So how do I get over this fear I 'ave? Part of me really wanted to go but I'm still scared Charlie's out there waiting or dat someone will attack me again at a club? Uh God last night was so incredible. It was like he knew what I wanted and how. But I know I'm not his type."

"Say's who?"

"Come on Donna, you got it all. Yer a playmate and you 'ave fake tits which is a must for a rock star."

"Oh, come on JJ that's not always a must. Anita doesn't have fake tits and Nikki didn't marry me just for those reasons."

"Besides even if it was one great night, I know his hearts with her."

"Her who?"

"Pam, god it's obvious. Even the press knows they 'ave flings still. Doesn't matter I'll accept him anyway I can 'ave him. The dangerous part is he could make me fall head over heels in love and make me forget Charlie and Steve."

"Honey Steve will always be in your heart."

"Yeah, but I feel he loved drinking more than me. Speaking of which, how's Nikki doing?"

"Well to the tell the truth I don't know. He seems distant. I think he's eager to be back on stage which will be soon, but he's swore to be home before the due date."

"Well, I better go. I got class tomorrow."

"Ok oh and Jazz as far as going out, I'd say give it time. In time you'll be back out there."

"I hope so. I really miss playing at the pubs."

"I'll call you later. Nikki just pulled up." I hung up and sat there for a bit. I looked at the scar on my arm from where Charlie shot me at. I threw the plate I had across the room jumping up from the couch.

I went to the full length mirror I had covered in the living room. I yanked the blanket off the mirror and stared at my reflection. I seen a shadow in the mirror. "I can't do this. So you are going far away and I am going to play. No more Ms. sit in the corner alone."

I took off the dress I had on and I heard a gasp. I turned around only seeing a figure in the dark. I turned back to the mirror. I knew someone was there and I knew it was Tommy because I seen his bike when I glanced out the window. So I started touching myself starting with rubbing my breast.

I felt so aroused that Tommy was watching me. My hands trailed slowly down my body as I had my eyes shut. As my hands went to my sex, I felt Tommy's rough hands touch mine and his lips on my neck as I moved my head to the side.

Tommy's hands were rough, but they also were smooth. Even as a drummer his hands were marked from years of playing but then again Tommy could play just about any instrument you put in his hands. Almost any. His hands were now holding mine as his lips went to my ear.

"I think you have a beautiful body and you should never believe everything you read or hear in the papers. I love your natural beauty and the tattoo on the lower part of your back is even sexier." His voice was husky and he started sucking on my ear lobe blowing in it as his fingers moved with mine to my sex parting my lips and the other hand massaging my breast with my free hand.

I knew he was watching in the mirror because when my eyes opened, his eyes met mine. "I thought you were going out."

"I was but then I thought about it and decided to stay."

"And spy on me."

"That wasn't my intentions." I leaned against him.

"Then what was?"

"I wanted to see you perform for me. See if you would give me a lap dance. Uh God Jazz. I have a confession. When you were on tour with us there was times, I found myself having to jump in a cold shower or fantasizing that you were Pam." Both hands were now on my breast and I looked at him.

"But...Pam is..." His lips kissed mine and his tongue come in my mouth as one of his hands slid back down to my sex. He spun me around to face him and I realized he never put on his shoes.

"I am so tired of hearing her name that some days I wish to god I never married her."

"But then you wouldn't 'ave yer boys."

"I could have had you but I was blinded when I met her. Now I want you to do the most sexiest lap dance for me."

"I'm already naked."

"So, now all you have to do is push me down and dance in my lap." As I stared at him breathing heavily as he slid his middle finger and index finger in and out of my sex. I thought briefly about my time with Nikki.

"I don't want to be a fling."

"You won't be."

"Or looked at as a whore, slut or some groupie."

"Never." He said. "Did Charlie do this to you?" He said as I watched him in the mirror kiss my arm where I was shot at.

"He shot me." His tongue forked out as he now licked it. "I think you're over dressed." I said and turned around to face him again. I unhooked his belt forcefully. "Tell me something. 'Ave you ever been tied up and whipped with yer own belt before and would it turn you on if I did it to you?"

"Uh fuck you are a kinky girl. But for the record I was tied up once but never whipped. Girls are too afraid because of who I am. If you whip me and tame my wild heart, I'll be yours for life."

"If I don't?"

"Then you'll be a cock tease and just a fling."

I ripped his shirt off and ran the belt on his chest. I grabbed the hand cuffs I had sitting on the entertainment center. I looked at Tommy holding the cuffs not caring how they got there or how I suddenly got a pair of cuffs.

I looked around and he crossed his arms. I walked over to him and then behind him. "Hands behind yer back Mr. Lee." He put his hands behind his back. I tightened the hand cuffs and yanked his pants down along with his underwear.

I stood back and whipped his ass first with the belt and then his back a little. "Ah not my back man. I just got that tattoo back there."

I couldn't think of anything else to do and the memory of feeling helpless and trapped came back to me. I undid the cuffs after I put on a robe which happened to be the same one Steve got me so many years ago. "Sorry. You're free to go."

He turned to look at me. "Go where?"

"Go home T-bone. I 'ave work and so do you."

"You're telling me to go home. Why?"

"Because I'm not going to force you to do something you don't want to and I know what it's like to feel helpless and trapped."

Tommy stepped out of his pants and pulled me to him undoing the belt on the robe. He brushed it off me letting it fall to the ground. "What if you're not forcing me and I want to stay?" He didn't give me a chance to answer. He put me in a lip lock and swept me off my feet. I am telling you it feels so weird with the piercings.

He has his tongue and dick pierced. He also had his nose, ears, eyebrow, nipples and I believe he had one on his face. Anyway, he took me on a few dates even held my hand taking me to a club to dance at with him. It was the first time that I had a good time in a club in years.