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I stand outside Jude's apartment door and I take a deep breath as I put the key in, opening the door as I walk in. I've been here more times than I could count, but something about it feels off this time.

Maybe the fact he doesn't know I'm coming has to do with it, or just the fact we're not in a good place right now. We haven't been in a good spot for over 2 months, and that says enough about the situation.

I shut the door behind me and feel my phone buzz as I go onto instagram.

aurelientchm

We're all leaving now
So he should be back in 10 or so

Alright thank you I appreciate it

He misses you, you know

Tchou don't tell me you guys
talk about me 😟

Fun topic
He told us about what he did
And he's not proud of it

Well I appreciate you telling
me that then, it's good to hear
from another person

And don't worry I didn't tell
him you were coming, I figured
he'd try to bail talking to you if
that happened

What would he just hide from his
apartment until I leave?

Honestly yeah I bet

Wow
Shocking that

Good intentions but has a bad
way of showing it, I'll put it that
way I guess

Hmm
Okay I'll take your word for it

Look it's been like 3 minutes already
About 7 left!

You're making me nervous

Let's just say we all like you, right
So we're all rooting for him to get
back on your good side so you'll be
around again

You guys miss me
How generous 🥰

I mean it is weird because you'd
come here quite frequently so now
you not being here for a few months
throws it all off because we'd do stuff
with you while you were here

Yeah okay that's a fair point

But at the end of the day you make
the decision that's right for you

Thank you tchou

Of course Mae
He should be back soon

Thank you thank you

I then quickly go into my texts, finding the groupchat and I click on it, before I think about what to type, because this will probably be the last thing I can say for a few hours until it's okay to be on my phone. I go sit on the couch, crossing my legs as my thumbs hover over the keyboard.

Maeve's Rave 🕺

Maeve
He's supposed to be here soon
Wish me luck or you're fake

Pedri
Good luck
Ha I'm first

Pablo
Congratulations you're clingy
Good luck Mae

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