treat you better // pedri

fifty seven

"So how do you feel about everything going on?" Pedri asks as I take a sip of my water as we're at a restaurant waiting for our food.

"Sorry?" I ask as he shrugs.

"You know, with Daria, your dad, finding out I was a bit drained, just everything within the past week." He suggests as I set my cup down as I shift in my seat.

"It's all a bit fucked but what can I do? It's all happened so there's no point in being mad." I say as he nods slightly.

"I do feel bad though." He says as I furrow my eyebrows.

"Meaning what?"

"Like me saying the stuff I did when I was half asleep, and that night you would've had time to think about it while I was fast asleep. I just feel like it was a poor situation to be in and it was because of me." He says as I begin playing with the charm on my bracelet.

"Well but if you didn't tell me when you were half asleep I don't think you would've told me. So I guess I'm a way it's a good thing you did." I say as he shakes his head.

"I would've brought it up at some point." He counters as I furrow my eyebrows, "I didn't say it would've been soon, I was just saying at some point." He adds as I laugh.

"It's good to address problems when they happen so it's okay, I'm not going to resent you for being drained, because I'd have no right to do that." I say as he nods slightly.

"Well I know," he begins as he plays with his bracelet and I stare at his hands as he sighs, "I just don't want to ruin something really good." He adds as I shift my attention back to him.

"What?" I ask as he takes a deep breath.

"I don't know Mae, I just feel like the first few weeks there were no problems with us and lately it's all just kind of caught up I feel like." He says as I furrow my eyebrows.

"You so are breaking up with me." I say quietly as he stares at his hands.

He stays silent for a few moments before he clears his throat, "I need to go to the bathroom quick." He says as he gets up from the table and I feel my eyes water as I lean back in my seat.

I begin biting my nails as I take out my phone, quickly texting my group chat with the guys that we made once Jude left to Madrid.

Madridista's at heart

Mayo
I think I'm getting broken up with

Pabhoe
Dude what

7/11 in bed
What makes you think that

Mayo
He said all the problems are catching
up to us and when I said something ab
him breaking up with me he left to 'go
to the bathroom' and ignored it

Golden acl
Maybe the guy had to use the
bathroom, crazy idea

Mayo
I hate the vibes here

7/11 in bed
I doubt he'd breakup with you
He was just saying how well things
are going so there wouldn't be a flip
that sudden or it'd be weird I think

Sue me
I just don't think he's capable of it

Golden acl
He's just using the bathroom or som

Mayo
Gavi you drive me insane

Golden acl
Aw thanks Mae
Love you too❤️