Best Friends

15

January 29, 2024
Monday 5:34am

Busshead Pov

Ria is fast asleep on the bed with her hair sprawled out all over her face and the bed. She looks so peaceful sleeping, it took a lot for her to finally go to bed last night after I kissed her.

Technically it wasn't a kiss if no saliva was exchanged but our lips did touch and it spooked her a little. I feel fucked up that she didn't feel comfortable staying with me last night after but at the same time I want to feel her lips on mine again.

Fuck!

This is a messed up situation for both of us and I don't know how to go about it.

I rub my hand over my face and gulp the remaining liquid in my glass.

I'm too complicated, my life, world and very existence is too much for her to handle in the long run.

"No,no,no, please don't kill them. Noooooooo"

I drop the glass in my hand and rush over to the bed and wrap my arms around her.

"I got you ria, I got you."

"Help me, please." She plead into my chest.

I wrap both my hands around her pulling her up fully from the bed and into my arm so that I can comfort her properly.

She open her eyes and we are both looking into each others eyes.

"Kahjeel?" She ask rubbing my arm.

"Yea" I reply still holding her.

"I can't do this."

"Do what?"

"I can't live without my parents. It's killing me slowly."

"Suh wah u a try seh?"

"I don't want to live anymore."

"Don't chat them fuckry deh! Wah u expect mi fi do? You feel like me nuh have feelings yow. You just wah dead and nuh think how that would a affect me?"

I ease her off me and try to move off the bed when she grab my hand. "Be honest with me, do you care for me."

The question caught me off guard but I think I should answer. "Yeah I do."

"I want to feel better, I want to not feel so broken." She says with pleading eyes.

"How?"

"Kiss me!"

"Ria"

"Just this once please. No one will know and we never have to talk about it again."

"I don't want you to regret it like on the beach." I reply.

"I won't"

"You don't know that."

"I promise and you know we don't brake promises to each other, just this once Kahjeel please."

I see her relax a bit and I take the opportunity to lower my lips until I feel her soft ones brushing on mine.

Something in me says to open my eyes and when I open it her eyes are wide open.

"You affi lock your eye B."

"Why?" She ask.

I don't know if she pretending or if she is serious so I disregard her and claim her mouth.

I lead and after a while she follow my rhythm as I move, her mouth is still closed so I bite down on her bottom lip and as soon as her mouth open I slide my tongue in her mouth.