Imagine

Chapter 4 part 3

*Lauren's POV*

It's been 2 weeks.Two weeks since i called it off with her.The love of my life,and i know i fucked up i wasn't thinking about what i was doing but i had to keep it together.

I'm laying in bed almost life less staring into thin air blinking occasionally.Then i hear my room door open.

"Hey Lauren I brought you some pancakes."My little sister says

I sit up as she puts the plate on my lap and sits on the edge of the bed beside me.

"How ya feelin'?"she asks

"You come in here everyday and ask me the same question tay and i give you the same answer everytime"

"I'm sorry i just want to know what's going on.""Just know that if you need someone to talk to i'm here okay?"

I set the plate of pancakes to the opposite side of the bed and put my hand over my throat feeling a burning sensation surface.I then get up quickly running to the bathroom kneeling by the toilet letting go of the bit of pancakes i had eaten.

"Lauren you've been doing this for two weeks i don't think its the flu,You're temperature is normal and you don't seem sick but you keep throwing up."

I dry heave into the toilet a couple times confirming that theres nothing left in my belly.

I get up and brush my teeth going back to bed,as taylor follows.

"Tay i-i need you to do something for me"i say a little worried of what the outcome might be.

"What do you need laur?"

"I need you,to go to the pharmacy and get me"i take a deep and well needed breath of air"A pregnancy test"i avoid eye contact

"Why the hell would you need a pregnancy test?"

"Can you just do that please i-i need to be sure tay""please"

"Fine,Fine ill go now"she rolls her eyes leaving the room

I hear the door shut downstairs but heavy footsteps coming toward my bedroom,then i see Ally and Camila appear in the doorway.

"Heyyyy Lauren"Ally says a bit to happy for it to be 9 in the morning.

"Hey lern"her eyes widen as she sees the pancakes on the otherside of me"Banana"she says

"I don't know"saying thinking she's refering to the pancakes.

"I wasn't asking,I was telling"she says taking the plate and walking out of the room with it

Ally sits on the side on me as she takes my hands in my lap and puts them inside her own.

"So"It's been two weeks Lauren"

"Yeah so?"

"And"she says drawing out the d(lol don't think like that because i sure was)"You haven't talked to anyone about how you're feeling""I don't want you to keep those feelings inside ok?""I want you to talk to me or if you don't want to do that talk to someone else.

"I don't want to talk to anyone Ally""I'm okay""I promise"

Camila comes back into the room with the plate of pancakes as she takes a bite of them.

"Guys"i say as they both look at me.

"How come Normani and Dinah haven't come to see me?"They both look at eachother then back to me

"What?"i say wanting to know why they're not here

"Ya see.....Dinah and Normani are at Y/N's house."

"Why the hell are they there?""I'm here fucking hurting and they're over at her fucking house"

"Lauren"Ally says sternly"That poor girl is hurting just as much as you are if not worse"

"She's a wreck Lauren"Camila adds on

"So everyone cares more about her then me right?"

"No Lauren that's no-"

"Good to know who my real friends are"I say smiling sarcasticly even though i feel like crying a waterfall.

"Lauren we do care"

"Get out"

"What?"They both say at loss for words

"I said,Get Out"

"But Lauren"

"Get out"I say through gritted teeth

"Lauren we're sor-"

"GET THE FUCK OUT"

A/N:I'm lonely and sick :(