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I Messed Up(6)

"Don't leave me.Don't do this to me baby."I drop to my knees with my head hanging down.

"I can't be with you anymore...I'm not for competition.""You kissed her Y/N...not the other way around."

"Cara,I messed up.I know if she didn't rush into my life like she had i wouldn't ever intentionally hurt you,you know that. She was my first love Cara, my first everything and i got overwhelmed with those feelings again. But she hurt me, just as i have hurt you. But i love you enough to apologize sincerely, i love you enough to not let you slip out of my grasp so easily. I was going to prepose to you that night...then she showed up. She knew what I was going to do Cara she left me in between a rock and a hard place okay?"

Cara sighs with the tears and pain evident on her face,she gets onto her knees as well pulling my face into her hands.

"Cara you know how i feel about you, you know those feelings are so strong. I got sucked into her game and i'm sorry for that. All i can do is apologize but i wish i could take back the kiss. I really do. I love you babygirl. Just don't go, please don't go."

I could barely let those last few words out without my voice cracking as my heartache got stronger.

She sniffles looking me into my eyes, leaning into me with our foreheads touching she whispers"I love you too."

"But i need some time, just give me time okay?"

"Cara please...I can't-"

"No Y/N you can, you will.""I need time, you need time.""Figure out what you want alright?""I just want you to be sure that what you want is me."

With that being said she kisses my forehead and stands up grabbing her few bags of packed items she opens the front door and turns around to give me one glance with a sad smile on her face.

She blows me a kiss and closes the door behind her.

I Messed Up.

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