Imagine

I hate you,I love you

"She knows how I feel about her...yet she just pretends I never said anything. She won't even tell me if she's dating Lucy.It's pretty obvious but for her to think it's not important to me....that shit hurts man."

"Y/N...she's just trying to spare your feelings,she cares about yo-"

"Jay, she doesn't fucking care."

He takes a deep breath at my stubbornness."She loves you,she may not be in love but that girl loves you."

"She loves me huh?"I nod my head sarcastically."I've been in the hospital for a week Jay. A week. I've gotten no calls or texts and damn sure no visits."

"Camila just left the band what do you expect...her band is falling apart,what do you want her to do?"

"I want her to be a fucking friend to me Jay, don't you get that? I almost died and she falls off the face of the earth.

She told me that this friendship was the most important thing to her,she lied dead to my face. She keeps lying to me Jay. I can't do it anymore. I can't be in her life like this. I'm only a convient friend for her, she wants to talk to me whenever she feels like it and thats not okay."

"Give her a chance Y/N...she'll turn things around. You know how she is."

"I'm done...I'm done Jay...there's something I never told you."He nods his head for me to continue.

"When i told Lauren about how i felt...she told me she felt the same. We kissed...a lot. I told her I was in love with her and she said she reciprocated. But a few days later those Lucy pictures got out...I felt so played. After that, i was always her second choice. She didn't want to come out for me. But she came out when the pictures got leaked...she did it because she had to do it, not because she wanted to do it. Not for us...she did it for her..."

"Y/N-"he looks up at my bandaged arm with a glum look on his face.

"Jay don't make up excuses for her. I'm not in the mood.

She's dead to me."I couldn't help the tears from slipping down my cheeks as i let the love of my life slip away.

I was too hurt.

A/N:Part 2?