Imagine

Redemption(2)

*Lauren's POV*

I lost my journal...

A huge part of my life,down the drain.

Or should I say in the trash.

It shouldn't have ended up there, that's not how it was supposed to go. I wanted to keep my memories.

All of them.

I would always look back onto the 7th page.

The first day she ever took me out.

As soon as I had got home, I wrote my heart out and smilied as I did so.

No one has ever made me feel the way she possibly could...she still makes me feel that way.

Especially a woman.

And I feel so bad for leaving us like that.

I wasn't thinking, I didn't even think the judges would like me at first...but it was worth a shot?

Now I'm here...and she's over there...hating me...

This wasn't how it was supposed to go.

I...I can finally admit that I do love her.

I really fucking do.

And I'm not ashamed.

Not anymore at least...I'm proud of myself.

I miss her so damn much.