Imagine

Why?

*Y/N's POV*

"Lauren, calm down I'm on my way now."

"Just hurry the fuck up."she says hanging up on me.

I look to Dinah as she shrugs her shoulders."Better get going before you get in even more trouble."

"Alright D I'll see ya around."I hug her then walk out her front door and hop in the elevator hitting the G button.

As soon as I walk out of the apartment complex I see the darkened clouds and roll my eyes. It's always fucking raining.Its supposed to be spring what is this shit?

*A few minutes later*

I jog up my stairs and unlock my front door closing it behind me.

"Laur?"I call out throwing my keys on the counter.

"Lauren?"I walk through the dark hallway and open our bedroom door seeing her at the edge of the bed with a hand over her face.

"Baby?""What's wrong?"I start walking towards her.

"Don't."she puts her hand up as I halt my movements.

"What?""Why?"she looks up at me and I see her face red with anger but her eyes filled with tears.

"Why?"she asks"why?"she spits out harshly standing up and grabbing something from beside her throwing it at me as I catch it."What the fuck is that?!"she shouts making me flinch as I look down at what I had caught. The small bag of powder I could spot from a mile a way.

"Where'd you get this?"

"I find drugs in the house and the first thing you ask me is 'where'd you find this?'"she yells."Is that all you can say?"

"Lauren..I-...""I don't know what to say."

"TELL ME IT'S NOT YOURS!""TELL ME SOMETHING GOD DAMN IT."

"Baby I-"

"Don't call me that."she shakes her head."You have no right."

"Lauren please.""I.."I feel tears slide down my cheeks"I'm sorry.""I couldn't handle myself."

"Just get out."she looks at me in disgust.

"No.""I'm not going anywhere until you hear me out."I walk toward her as she takes a step back.

"Don't come near me Y/N."I see her wipe the tears from her eyes.

"Baby please."I keep getting closer until her back hits the wall.

"No Y/N."

We wind up face to face as she tries to push me away.

"Get off of me!""Stop!"she hits on my chest."Please."she whimpers. finally giving up as she lays her head against the wall looking me right in my eyes.

"Lauren.""Don't do this."I whisper.

"I hate you.""You always do this to me.""I'm tired of forgiving you.""Am I not good enough for you to the point where you have to do drugs?""Just tell me."

"Lauren no it's not you I promise."

"You said you would stop.""You promised me that.""You promised you wouldn't need rehab.""You promised me you'd never do it again.""So many fucking promises that you can't keep
Y/N."

"Baby I know.""I know I keep fucking up.""I'm sorry I have a problem.""I'm sorry I keep making all these promises.""And the only thing I can do is apologize to you.""I keep hurting you I know.""It's not my intent baby."

"Then why?""Why?"

"Lauren..."I pull her into a hug as she puts her face in my neck.

"Why do you do this to me?"she mumbles."Why?"

"I don't know."I squeeze her closing my eyes.I never wanna let her go."I'm sorry  baby.""I'll stop.""For good.""I'll get help.""I promise you that and I'm going to keep it."

She looks up at me placing her hand on my cheek as I lean into it."Promise?""Because if you do it again.""Even a slip up.""I'm leaving you until you get yourself together."

We both sniffle"I promise.""I don't want you to leave me Lauren."I put my forehead on hers."I love you too damn much for you to just up and go."

"I love you too Y/N."

I kiss her softly making her smile."You kill me Y/N."

(A/N:If only you knew my inspiration for writing this was.I teared up a bit writing it.I wrote it in 20 minutes sorry for typos I know it was shit ☹.)